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- 06/04/2012 8:44 pm
- Member Since
- 10/10/2006
- Location
- Miami , FL
- Occupation
- Musician , Music Producer
- Gender
- Male
- Birthday
- 01/21/1992
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- Hobbies/Interests
- Drawing Playing both the Piano and Guitar.
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About
Greetings everyone. I'm widely known as plain ol' Rak or Abel (Pronounced Ah-Bell). I've been role playing for quite some time now, I'd like to think I'm pretty good, but I never let the stray me from progressing further. I strive to be the best, it is one of the goals I've set on this site. Aside that I role play because its one of my passions, and its both fun and productive. A lot can be learned from role playing, expanding your knowledge ~Yada Yada~ In real life I DJ/produce music on the side. Though its just here and there pay, nothing big, nothing that will get me a Ferrari.(I wish) I have a broad view of the would, I see everyone and everything as equal. I often get captivated by scenery, if it wasn't for music I could have totally been a photographer. I'm also open minded to universal understanding, we are all connected in some form or another, we all coexist in unity, all things both here on earth and the entire universe. Pretty crazy right? At times I can be hard to deal with, so bare with me.
Well, I sat up for month's thinking about how I want to word this with out over writing. A simple minded person cannot and will not understand my way of thinking. Believe me when I say this, I am different from anyone you've ever met. I've been through more s**t in a single day than whoever is reading this has. I won't go so much as writing or telling anyone about. If you really want to know, start building a bridge to me, I'm willing to work with it. Oh s**t, rambled and got off topic. Yes, I admit to getting high to ease some of my trouble's, you probably think it's and weak and pathetic of me, as I said before you do not understand, everyone has their own way of dealing with things. I am a very unstable person, I make stupid a** decisions sometimes just like everyone else in the world. No human being is perfect, I'll say it again, NO HUMAN BEING IS PERFECT. Judge me how you want, I no longer give a ******** about the opinion's of others. Love me or Hate me. I've tried dealing with my issues head on, like a man, it only deepened my wounds. It's pretty ******** irreparable. My mind is like an endless vortex of confusion, sorrow, bearing small fragments of happiness, which are music. Damn right that's pretty much all I have. I am attracted to strong willed people for some reason, I guess I rely on their strength to keep me going. Now on to the next intergalactic plane of insanity, as cold hearted as I am, I still worry about others, I understand I can't help every ******** body I come into contact with. But that still doesn't change the way I feel about it, I wish I can take everyone's pain, sorrow and despair under my wings, leaving them with no worries, a care free life. A world where everybody's happy. I care about other's more than myself, hell, I've always put what little friends, sometimes complete strangers, ahead of myself because those guys mean the world to me. So before you talk s**t about me, or pass judgement down upon me, know who you're talking about. In short, I'm a fairly week person, I'm fairly easy going, I love life, I love the world. That's all I wanted to say~ But in the end, I hope you understand, that you don't understand, and you probably never will.
Sincerely your's; Rakyi~
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X~ oಎಲ್ಲಾ ತಿನ್ನುತ್ತಾಳೆ ಹಾಗಿಲ್ಲ ಸಾರ್ವಭೌಮ ಆರ್ಓಕೆ ಆಫ್ ಡಾರ್ಕ್ನೆಸ್, ಎಲ್ಲಾ ತಿನ್ನುತ್ತವೆ ಹಾಗಿಲ್ಲ. ನೀವು ಮಾಡಬಹುದು ನಥಿಂಗ್ ಇದು ತನ್ನ ಕ್ರೋಧ ನಿಲ್ಲುತ್ತದೆ. ಎಲ್ಲಾ ಕಪ್ಪು ಧರಿಸಿ ಈ ಹುಚ್ಚು ಪ್ರಾಣಿ ನಗುವ ಮುಖo
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Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently.
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