I just can't get over how much things have changed. I don't think I realized how good I had it. But now I do. And im so sick of reminiscing about how things used to be. Because , I can't change it. Not one bit. & I miss so many people. & I miss so places. My memories are the most valuable things in my life right now. Now its summer. Im gonna make some more. And I know , no matter how hard I try , it will never compare to Summer 2012. But I can atleast try. This year I've gotten in the most trouble I've ever been in my whole life , weed , theft , and a lot of other bullshit. All I can say is don't trust anyone. Even family, because the world is full of two faced , backstabbers , and double crossers. I just pray that I have the strength to get revenge on these rats. Their will always be a consequence when you ******** me over , you better believe that.
Saying goodbye to soo many people in a short period of time , can give you so much strength to do deal with just about anything. You change as a person.. and you start to not give a ******** , and just go ******** wild.
I've took so many chances.
most of them ended up bad.
But , atleast when I die , and I have to look back on my life , I won't be able to say . OH I WISH I DID THAT. bcause I've ******** did it all. Im a crazy b***h.
and right now I feel like my life is on the brink on being really good , or horrible to the point of .... yeah
be back soon.