Pride The Homunculus

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Registered: 06/03/2007

Gender: Male

Location: Between life and death

Birthday: 02/03/1993

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And when he sings to you, Though you're deep in blue, You will see a ray of light creep through,
And so remember this, life is no abyss, Somewhere there's a bluebird of happiness. Life is sweet, tender and complete, when you find the bluebird of happiness.
- Bluebird of Happiness, lyrics by Edward Heyman & Harry Parr Davies, 1934


there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pur whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
in there.

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
you want to blow my book sales in
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
and we sleep together like
with our
secret pact
and it's nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don't
weep, do
-- Charles Bukowski - Bluebird

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TxTiNK Report | 12/16/2013 12:52 pm
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Cool Profile. Have a Great Week and a Very Merry and Blessed CHRISTmas!!
Black ButIer Report | 12/01/2013 3:42 pm
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what is youe onw doctor who item not time and space
Teentje15 Report | 03/09/2013 12:35 am
I do, although the most specific term would be obsession xp
Dramatica Donnelly Report | 02/08/2013 7:58 pm
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Oh you're welcome and good luck with your new job!
Dramatica Donnelly Report | 02/04/2013 2:22 pm
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Hey, Happy Birfday!!! =D
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You have tickled my interest. mad
Wes Von Helson Report | 11/04/2012 10:12 pm
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Thanks, I love your avatar also!
The Shattered Silence Report | 10/16/2012 6:52 am
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Thank you ^^.
Peroxide Swing Report | 10/14/2012 9:38 am
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Thank you! Same to you~ ^^
Peroxide Swing Report | 10/13/2012 6:54 pm
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I believe in Sherlock Holmes. ; u ;

Sorry, I just..I had to.
I saw your sig.


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prehaps it is but an illusion but ive seen that bluebird somewhere before i just cannot picture where ive seen it its far too blurry now and every time i try to remember that shade of blue as blue the sky i see blood all over the feathers they look almost purple crimson maybe like the stone ive held in my hands before i ended up here after the fall as my name suggests like pride of course they call me pride but im the pride after the fall of a natural life filled with flaws and mortal entrapment something about eternity comes to mind every time i see something fly over my head that same something that says youre flying but not through the sky a sky as blue as that bluebird is dead and ive pictured it decapitated as my body sized that is the only memory i have of the day i died i rise again from ash like a phoenix who has previously crinkled and cracked under the weight of its own ravenous flames i think spontaneous combustion what an odd term where did it come from no one has ever mentioned such a term to me perhaps it is another memory like the bluebird in my thoughts a bluebird rising from the ash no rising from the blood my blood and now i see where this image comes from another life another time another page from the various tomes i have slight recollection of reading sometimes that bluebird forces me to remember things that maybe i shouldnt after all what can i do with those memories anyway if they are from a past life with its own routine its own surroundings its own interactions with the world around it its own ecology hopefully the bluebird of these memories is just an illusion and nothing more even if i know deep down in the stone i call a heart that this is not true
--A.A.J.B. (<--- Thats me by the way)

Hello, everyone! My username is a mouthful, so just call me Pride! ^_^
I'm an oddball for the most part. A walking contradiction to be more precise. Sometimes I act like I'm 20 going on 50. Other times, I can act like 20 going on 10. The past couple years of my life has been very hard, but I'm proud to say that I have found true friends. I currently attend a Life Skills center, so it was very hard for me to fit in. I still don't fit it, but I've found others who didn't as well.

EDIT: As of October 5th, I now currently reside as a resident in a group home/apartment housing center for youth and young adults. I'm very excited yet scared at the same time, but so far its been better here than at my dad's house. I get to see my twin more often, so I'm extremely happy about that. I also get to walk to the city find some intresting things to get into. Everyday is still a work-in-progress, but I've come this far, and I'm not blowing this! ;D I am also now employed at a dog treat bakery for job training purposes.

I have a multitude of intrests. I love reading pratically anything with words.
Some of my favorite stories are Frankenstein by Mary Shelly, Zanoni by Edward Bulwer-Lytton, The Masque of the Red Death by Edgar Allan Poe, The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, and numerious others. My favorite writers include Edgar Allan Poe, H.P. Lovecraft, Rich Logsdon, Charles Baudelaire, Shakespeare, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and numerious others. I also like writing stories, poems, and academic essays. I'm currently working on two novel-length stories, three books of poetry, and a couple research papers. I hope to get most of these published one day.

I love studing many different topics. These topics include:
-Some physics (I'm not too fond of math)
-World history

My other intrests are watching anime and listening to a crap ton of music!

Top twenty favorite music acts (this is going to be hard):

1. HIM
2. Cyrenic
3. Breaking Benjamin
4. Neverending White Lights
5. Lee Blaske
6. Akrobatik
7. Charon
8. Swallow the Sun
9. Corinne Bailey Rae
10. The Cure
11. The Paramedic
12. Bohren & Der Club of Gore
13. Entwine
14. Epica
15. Gotye
16. Beres Hammond
17. End of You
18. Lovex
19. Jill Tracy
20. Anathema

Top twenty animes:

1. Fullmetal Alchemist
2. Yu-Gi-Oh!
3. Big O
4. Sailor Moon
5. Tactics
6. Black Butler
7. Speed Grapher
8. Gungrave
9. Monster
10. Chobits
11. Cowboy Bebob
12. Case Closed
13. One Piece
14. Read or Die
15. Trigun
16. Inuyasha
17. D. Gray Man
18. Aria
19. Trinity Blood
20. Death Note

Top ten TV shows:

1. Sherlock (BBC)
2. Doctor Who
3. South Park
4. Criminal Minds
5. Ghost Adventures
6. Legend of Korra
7. Last of the Summer Wine
8. Family Guy
9. Weird Travels
10. Life on Mars (UK Version)

I love meeting new people on Gaia, so feel free to send me a friend's request!

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"The Rose with its redolent petals
The Water lily with its robe of virgin white
These have surely come to us in transmigration
Of but a few of those
Endowed with sublime beauty and grace.
Some embrace death to sprout again
But most, forever, in dust remain."

- Mirza Ghalib.

"Men hate the wretched; how, then, must I be hated. Whom am miserable beyond all living things! Yet you, my creator, detest and spurn me, thy creature, to whom thou art bound by ties only dissoluble by the annihilation of us. You purpose to kill me. How dare you sport thus with life? Do your duty towards me, and I will do mine towards you and the rest of mandkind."
-Mary Shelley. Frankenstein.

"Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay,
To mould me man, did I solicit thee,
From darkness to promote me?"

-Paradise Lost, X, 743-45

"Whatever sin is hidden will be made known.
Nothing sinful shall go unpunished...
What shall I, a wretch, say at that time?"

-Pope Pius V.

In haughty, yet elegant tone,
I say to you "do this to me,"
and I point at the arabesque
vines in the courtyard.
Found in jovial play, the knife
you gave my body with roses from
your hands. Hands that pilfer!
Hands that shake as they cut into me.
Forever of diligence; the
thorns in my side, and your blue eyes,
so lustful, they still rip into me.


80s Kick is Over, But I Still Belong to the City~
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