Argh, I know!
I think a lot of me not wanting to go to work is 'cause work is stressin' me out...and I just started!
So it's like...HMM. I'm already stressed. How will this be a few months/years from now?
-bangs head against wall-
I'm the same. I will obsess with things I've said or situations and wonder all the different things I could have said in that situation to avoid it.
The fella ended up texting me last night and was just being a total d**k then it got to that stage we were like "Cool" and the chat was over. He waited like 2 hours later to text me again saying "I don't know what to say" so I assumed there was possibly.... idk something fixable. NOPE Apparently they were just letting me know they didn't care and then I hit a stage of "******** you" However I never got angry angry. I wish I had that ability sometimes. xD