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My name is Emma, and I already know I don't meet your expectations. That's okay, I live by my own standards.

I'm 16 years old but I've already been on a long hard journey. It's not ending any time soon, not if I have a say in it. I love my life but it's far from perfect.

My heart is not a black hole. My soul is not empty. I am a real person, with real feelings, and real emotions. If you take the time to get to know me, I'll show you what I'm worth.

My mind is spinning like a record, however the track is constantly changing. Sometimes I get dizzy. I might get sick, but I'd rather life my life this way than absent minded. Sometimes when I try and explain my thoughts to other people it's hard to follow.

I could spend my time thinking all the s**t the world has thrown in my face is a curse, but I won't. I'm blessed in many ways, no matter how hard it is to see when the present clouds my eyes.

My life is a romantic tragedy. My life is a resilient catastrophe.

I seem to be happiest when it rains, but I know how to appreciate the sunshine. I'd pick a sunrise over a sunset any day.

I grew up living with just my mom, and I watched her happiness drain over the years. She's been unwell for a while, but she taught me a lot. It's okay to help those who were supposed to help you. It's okay to help yourself.

Once upon a time I realized that there aren't always happy endings. I realized the story didn't always seem as beautiful as the ones we were told when we were young. But I believe that there comes a time when you have to steal the pen back, and write your own story. You can't control where it ends, or how it starts, but you can do your best to fill it with the things you want inside it.

I'm constantly adding things to my story, and what genre it is depends on who is reading. I call it an adventure, but you might not agree. All I know is that I love my story.

I don't see things in black and white. I don't see things in shades of gray. I see things in color, and I want to fill my life with every tint and shade.

Don't be scared to talk to me. I'm easy to converse with and I keep an open mind.

I am not a victim, I am a survivor.






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Gorgeous Snow White Report | 03/07/2010 5:11 pm
i quit ur guild because it was closed
Gorgeous Snow White Report | 03/07/2010 5:10 pm
i quit ur guild
Joygazsm Report | 02/04/2010 3:09 am
What R Up dawguh?
xXCome_TogetherXx Report | 01/21/2010 4:39 pm
I'm definatley going to try to get into night classes. I have to stay after every day to catch up on stuff, and i have Saturday school like every Saturday. Yea this semester I'm gonna have to bust my a** trying to catch up Dx
xXCome_TogetherXx Report | 01/21/2010 4:32 pm
I might have to be a freshmore. My goal is to graduate on time too, in 2013 xD Although I dont think I'm going too reach it Dx
xXCome_TogetherXx Report | 01/21/2010 4:28 pm
Nothing stresses me out more than school. I HATE it. I might fail the 9th grade too D8
xXCome_TogetherXx Report | 01/21/2010 4:25 pm
No problem =] I'm glad I could brighten your day, because that's not something I'm able to do for most people :/

Anyway I'm doing well, despite the fact that I'm exhausted D8. How are you doing? ^^
KaIeb Report | 01/21/2010 4:01 pm
Happy late birthday.
Ah well that's cool, good that you're getting some college credits out of the way.
What are you taking?
KaIeb Report | 01/20/2010 9:46 pm
65 is hella warm xD
Reptile-woman.
Bleh, I'm hella upset. Boyfriends are niggers.
Oshit you're 16 that's hella cute. c: All in high school n stuff.
Junior or senior?
KaIeb Report | 01/20/2010 9:10 pm
D'aw you must be a reptile then. D: Can't be THAT cold!
Fall and winter are my favorites, I grew to hate summer. Where I used to live it was hot almost all year long.. In the summer it got up to 117 degrees.
But then again, it mega-sucked for me because I just learned to swim like..Last year..? Still not good at it haha.

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