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Most people call me "piano," which is cool, but I know nothing about pianos.
You can even call me pia, p-chan, p-kun, pi-pi, chordy, he, she, or what have you. I'm an affable, level-headed, flirty, and (in some cases) rather unorthodox 24-year-old who takes up residence in the USA. I'm fascinated by the concept of aliens. I go to college full time (majoring in Business Administration/Accounting) and work part time in retail, so life is hectic~ Despite how busy I am, I'm pretty laid back. I love to draw a lot, and I'm open for commissions every now and then. Actually, I've made it my goal this year to crank out a bunch of freebies, too. I'm also a colorist at the b/c shop Maneki Neko. I like to play video games like WoW/.hack/KH from time to time. I dance a lot--I enjoy techno, upbeat music, and (mothership help me) I've developed a taste for some dubstep. I don't watch much TV, but I like Adult Swim, Animal Planet and some anime! I can't stand religious extremists and people who don't type out their ******** words.• • •
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As of April, 2013
Okay, so… talking about my problems in a publicly-accessible area is a huge step out of my comfort zone, but I think it’s impolite to drop off the face of Gaia without telling anyone what’s going on. To put it simply, I have recurring depression. As I was lying in bed a few weeks ago, I had an epiphany: I could quit everything and never look back. I could turn everything off and never reconnect. Not a good thought to be creepin’ up on someone all of a sudden, right? Well, I’ve recently had a few really shitty dreams about suicide or self-mutilation, and that’s enough of a wake-up call for me to realize that I need to make some changes in my life!
Except… My main obstacle is that I don’t know what to change. If you were to ask me, “What’s wrong?” I wouldn’t know what to tell you. I have no identifiable reason for this general feeling of do-not-want in regard to the world. Nothing new or terrible has happened, and life’s pretty much okay. I’ve got a happy relationship, good grades, and a fluffy kitty. Despite that, I can’t shake this looming feeling of depression. Perhaps it’s a chemical issue. Maybe I need to tear a thing or two down so I can build them back up again. I might just need to take a break and get away from everything. Maybe it’ll just pass. I don’t know.
In any case, I think the first step towards getting back to feeling like me is to cut any unnecessary stressors out of my day. As such, I’ve decided to take a hiatus from Gaia. No, I’m not going to hurt or kill myself. Yes, I will be coming back go Gaia at some point. I might log in every now and then to check my inbox and say hi to my favorite threads, but all art-related jobs and other responsibilities are on standby.
If you miss me (or if you want to poke me with a stick to make sure I’m still kickin’), you can get a hold of me outside of Gaia.
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