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"We are the works of art we never had the time to create"-John J. Clayton

"A Notion of character, not so much discredited as simply forgotten, once held that people came into themselves partway through their lives. They woke up, were doing something they already knew how to do: feeding themselves with currants. Walking the Dog. Tying up a broken bootlace. Singing antiphonally in the choir. Suddenly; This is I, I am the girl singing this alto line off-key, I am the boy loping after the dog, and I can see myself doing it as, presumably, the dog cannot see itself. How peculiar! I lift on my toes and dive into the lake because I am hot, and while isolated like a specimen in the glassy slide of summer, the notions of hot and lake and I converge into a conciousness of consciousness--in an instant, in between launch and landing, even before I cannonball into the lake, exploding both my reflection and my old notion of myself.

That was what was once believed. Now, it seems hardly to matter when and how we become ourselves--or even what we become. Theory chases theory about how we are composed. The only constant: the abjuration of personal responsibility.

We are the next thing the Time Dragon is dreaming, and nothing to be done about it."

-Gregory Maguire, Son of a Witch, 2006


i'll be your biggest fan
i will be your fool
i'll be your exception
to whatever the rule
and i ain't the type to b***h
i ain't the type to cry
i'll sit at your red light and wait
for your s**t to go by
and this vague little smile
is my all-purpose expression
the meaning of which
i will leave to your discretion

my distraction's my defense
against a lack of inspiration
against a slow leak deflation
the further the horizon
the more it holds my gaze
and the foreground's out of focus
but you know i kinda hope it's
just a phase

i've been through and through this
i know just how it goes
you'll have no idea
you'll have no need to know
cuz i will make your body
grow wings and take flight
i will erase sound
i will erase light
and this vague little smile
is my all-purpose expression
the meaning of which
i'll leave to your discretion

my distraction's my defense
against a lack of inspiration
against a slow leak deflation
the further the horizon
the more it holds my gaze
and the foreground's out of focus
but you know i kinda hope it's
just a phase

-Ani DiFranco, Phase

Comments

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ii_AsianStar

Report | 12/19/2010 4:57 pm

ii_AsianStar

thanx 4 buying heart
Romantic Asphyxia

Report | 07/24/2009 7:19 pm

Romantic Asphyxia

BOOTY GRAB. Get addicted. Get gold. I love you. *makes off with 40 gold for commenting*
Queen Tetris

Report | 05/27/2009 2:53 pm

Queen Tetris


Hey Thanks biggrin I like your avi too, I think you made the colors coordinate very well together :3
Romantic Asphyxia

Report | 05/14/2009 9:18 pm

Romantic Asphyxia

I love you very, very much. And I need 40 gold in the worst way. And my avatar is fantastic and I want to show her off. But first and foremost, I love you. heart
Jill_Frost

Report | 11/03/2008 7:05 am

Jill_Frost

Smoking hot avatar again... you own the purple-blues of that skin tone. User Image



I love you. User Image *makes off boldly with the 40 gold for commenting*
Romantic Asphyxia

Report | 07/25/2008 7:28 am

Romantic Asphyxia

Oogle my RockStar,

The most rocking of av'tars,

And rejoice in my hard killer riffs.

My licks are most tasty,

My competition turns pasty,

I fillet the foul zombie stiffs.

-Sea of Mars, "Slaughter of the Feeble Zombie Stiffs"



Oh yes, I DID just do that. And thanks for the compliment. I was just as surprised as you to pull it off.
Romantic Asphyxia

Report | 07/23/2008 9:35 am

Romantic Asphyxia

A double motive? From me? What...?! The shock, the horror, the audacity of it all! What an accusation! The shame, the shame!



...you forgot the 40 gold the first comment gets. That played a big part, too.
Romantic Asphyxia

Report | 07/23/2008 9:07 am

Romantic Asphyxia

SHA-ZAM-ARAM! Your avi looks gorgeous again today. User Image
iExplodeRainbows

Report | 07/18/2008 2:56 pm

iExplodeRainbows

Thanks for buying 8D
Romantic Asphyxia

Report | 05/29/2008 11:34 pm

Romantic Asphyxia

*wanders in, sings a horrible rendition of "My Beautiful Balloon" and wanders out again before the peasants can gather enough rotten vegetables, pitchforks, torches, or dead bodies to do serious harm*



I User Image you.