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Report | 10/07/2019 7:32 pm

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Report | 01/26/2019 2:38 pm

yeah! she used to say she isnt ready to graduate high school though hahaha

oh okay! i'll send you a message there!

Report | 01/26/2019 12:16 pm

dude yeah she's gonna go places. i think her guidance counselor already told her shes on track to graduate with highest honors

Report | 01/26/2019 11:55 am

x_MarsyBear_x

yeaaaah she is pretty excited it seems. i'm not really surprised she got accepted just because she is an all A Honor Roll student and has a 4.2 GPA (i think)

Report | 01/26/2019 11:03 am

x_MarsyBear_x

yeah i was eating lots and lots of yogurt for a while. i'm soooo glad to be eating actual foods again LMAO

funny enough the other day i said i was gonna talk to maddie and see if she had applied to CNU but she did and she got her acceptance letter yesterday!

oh yeah! i think the numbers for your discord id are in your user settings if i remember correctly

Report | 01/25/2019 11:56 am

x_MarsyBear_x

yeaaaah i still got one more wisdom tooth that i need to get pulled, but the one i got pulled at the beginning of december had to be taken out cause the root was getting dangerously close to a nerve.

i used to feel weird sharing my art, but people said they loved it so i was just like well shoot let me just post it in a specific spot so people can see it lmaooo

yeah i have a discord server! it's used really for whatever, but it's also where my stream stuff sometimes goes! if you have a discord, i can send you the invite link to the server and you can join it.

Report | 01/25/2019 8:10 am

x_MarsyBear_x

ooof i hope you get your vision shenanigans worked out! i actually just got one of my wisdom teeth pulled at the beginning of december and boy what that an experience lol

yeah i can see how writing can be difficult. i like writing as well, although i do it so that i can only read it cause id rather look back and feel good about something that i did that i didnt show anyone. my art, however, is a different story. i love showing it around and i post soooo much of it in my discord server.

Report | 01/24/2019 9:17 am

x_MarsyBear_x

yeah. after i left my ex boyfriend at the beginning of 2017 i basically shut myself out from people but then i met friends on twitch through watching streams and kinda started opening up again. and now im in hawaii streaming and talking to lots of people online haha. but i dont really leave my house cause parents are soooo busy

i sent my twitch channel link on facebook to you!

nah that ain't lame! poems are really nice and i honestly wish i could write more haha. but drawing is my big thing that i love the most and my art makes people happy so i just keep doing it. hell, one of my friends a few months ago paid me $25 whole dollars for a small emote! i told him he didnt need to do that, but he said he wanted to because my art is really good.

Report | 01/24/2019 8:54 am

x_MarsyBear_x

yeah, and so far it's been working for me. i've been talking to friends i met through twitch and just hoping i can keep myself positive but sometimes certain feelings comes back, but one person the last few days has really been making me feel good so i've been talking to him a lot.

yeah she's super excited! i think she already did her SAT and already applied to CNU. i'll have to talk to her again at some point and see what's going on with that.

OOT Rando is honestly the craziest thing but it's soooo fun! you'll have to come by when i stream to see some of it! i'm gonna send you the link to my twitch channel today!

yeah, i enjoy making art for friends. for christmas, i drew like.... 43 drawings for people LMAO. and then i started getting into drawing emotes and i enjoy drawing emotes more than other things right now because of all the art i did for people before christmas. this year ill probably do the same, but i also wanna do birthday drawings for people this year and try to send prints out. i feel like my friends would love that

Report | 01/23/2019 11:33 am

x_MarsyBear_x

family drama is honestly the worst. it was a long year in 2017, and it was a long year in 2018 cause of just so much feelings over the drama. but 2019 is here, although just starting. just hoping i can learn that it doesnt matter anymore since i dont live with my mom anymore.

yeah last i talked to maddie she said she will be graduating with highest honors, and has already decided she wants to go to CNU! she said CNU offers all the courses that will work for what she wants to go for.

i'll definitely send you a fb message with my twitch! i was gonna stream today but im just not sure tbh. im mostly waiting for the newest version of the ocarina of time randomizer to be released ahaha

i also have work im supposed to be doing. i just made an emote for someone last night and then i have art that needs to be done for my twitch channel and its piling up because im just too unmotivated and ive been heavily distracted by Other Things

Report | 01/22/2019 8:18 pm

x_MarsyBear_x

awwwh, yeah it's nice here. it get lonely cause im in the house all day but at this point im used to it! my parents work a lot.
but im gonna be coming back to virginia in june! maddie is graduating from kecoughtan so i have to be there for that, but some drama happened between my mom and i, so im not really excited to see her.

streaming has been so much fun! i started last year on facebook with art, but ive since moved to twitch when i moved here and have had affiliate since may/june! i do a lot of ocarina of time randomizer memes, but i plan on speedrunning!

its nice to hear youre staying postivie and such! ive learned thanks to someone i met a couple months ago to start looking at the positives, even if its a negative situation. its helped me a lot this month, but i still have my days.

Report | 01/21/2019 10:00 pm

x_MarsyBear_x

honestly i dont even remember what i commented LMAOOO

but hullo! ive been well! crazy start to the year for me, but im currently staying positive! being in hawaii for almost a year, starting to take up streaming more and more... its been wild since last march!

how have you been??

Report | 03/19/2017 2:51 pm

x_MarsyBear_x

hey! how have you been lately?? o:

Report | 12/25/2016 7:44 am

x_MarsyBear_x

Merry Christmas!! ^-^

Report | 11/23/2016 7:46 am

x_MarsyBear_x

No its okay!! Everyone gets busy some days and just forgets! But thank you!!

How have you been?

Report | 10/05/2016 7:31 am

x_MarsyBear_x

I love them all, but idk my mind is really on Litten and Popplio! Rowlet is cute too and so is its evolution! Im just waiting to see if they release its final evolution before next month!

And also Mega Evolution is back omg i hope Flygon gets a Mega!

Report | 10/04/2016 8:47 am

x_MarsyBear_x

Hey!! Did you see the new evolutions for the Alola Starter Pokemon?? Idk which one to start with!!

Report | 09/03/2016 11:01 pm

x_MarsyBear_x

It is awful switching to a new doctor and having to tell your whole life story all over again. I had to do it a bunch, but I had more luck in Hawaii. My therapist tried to help me understand my Aspergers but i still dont quite understand it...

Oh so you were diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder? I was too. I dont know why though but i guess because I get depressed very easily and it lasts for days. Like today I was close to taking my life but i didnt. As for generalize anxiety disorder, thats what they thought but then they said no and i was diagnosed with PTSD.

Im sorry you had a bad episode yesterday :c

Report | 09/01/2016 8:36 pm

x_MarsyBear_x

Yeah Paragon can be cold. Ive only been there once to see Annabelle.

I can tell you if you feel like finding a new doctor i would definitely do it. But just be warned that youll have to tell all your feelings all over again. School would bum me out too but school is school. I hope youre doing good in school though!

What are you diagnosed with, if you dont mind me asking? You can PM me about it to make it more private or you dont have to tell me.

Report | 08/31/2016 7:17 pm

x_MarsyBear_x

Oh cool! Ill probably be down there in November to see a movie unless we go to the Paragon theater in City Center in Newport News. But i would love to see you some day when youre not so busy!

Yeah I understand how that is. The doctors I went to when I was in Hawaii the receptionists always gossiped and it was so annoying. But it was so much easier making appointments over there than here. Its like mental health isnt a priority here. I havent had my medicine in a month and I feel like im going insane.

When I was in Hawaii my therapist always gave ne stuff to do when I was at home. Work on new coping skills, leanr about Aspergers, ect.

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