I don't go on this website really. Every once in a while I pop in to look at my old journal entries. I am glad that you feel that I know you. I just know that you were my main motivation in life. When I was a teenager and felt my life was terrible and worthless, I always reminded myself that I have you and I need to be a good role model for you. I tried very hard to be actively in your life and be the person who shows you respect and listens to your ideas. I wanted to give you a better chance at having a more meaningful life than i have had, so that was my main focus. Even when I talked to my therapists at FCC, I always told them that you are my main motivation in life. I just hope that you are doing well, and that I am not assuming you are ok just because I expect you to be. I want you to feel what you want, because I know how it feels to not be allowed to. I have learned a lot about deeper emotions and dissociation, as I deal with this on a daily basis. I will always be your ally and if you ever need to really have someone understand you and listen, just let me know and I will drop everything I am doing and talk to you, whether it be skype, phone, or in person. Even now I am at work and going on gaia to write this. You will always be extremely important and valuable to me.
I'm sorry I am not there for you very much. I wish I could help you because I know you feel some sad things. Thank you for always being so amazing in every way. Also, I have given in to the social pressure of saying bless you. CURSES!
I was laughing pretty hard at that splashing vs towel thing... LOL and listerine might clear acne... although that sounds irritating af. It would probably feel nice and cool tho...
My life is school and work school and work etc. etc.