ParadoxicalFox

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Last Login: 04/24/2014 9:40 pm

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Birthday: 11/30

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Where to start...
Well first my Name Is Corey H.
I am 13 years old turning 14 in Nov.
Im pretty chill sometimes.
I like to eat and with that I've obviously grown to be "bigger" than other people.
I usually sit inside my house most of the time playing video games and such. I'm a big music lover so I usually find myself listening to, Say Anything, Pierce The Veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Daft Punk, and some Nightcore/step remixes.
And since you have stayed here still to read this (I'm surprised) I'll get to the deep stuff.
I've always been big as I've been saying, but I was the class clown, always smiling and hanging with friends, but I've kept my share of secrets. I want to say around 5th Grade is when I became a more depressed type of a person. I'd hide that side by being more cheery. Well after about two years of bottling my problems, I started to dabble with death. No I didn't cut i was too afraid to. I have a deathly fear of sharp objects. But I did try to commit suicide twice both using pills. I was found out about my problems and I went to Foundations. (It's like a mental Hospital) Maybe It was because I was away from all my problems so I felt better for the first few days. Then I kept on thinking I was in the way or annoying people, so i'd stop talking. But I felt so bad for an annoying people I'd hurt myself as "revenge". (Weird I know) I was diagnosed with OCD and Anxiety so there is that. When I left i felt fine again. It was summer time, I was inside playing my games and such, being anti-social. When school started to hit all the problems started to come back. And that's where I am now. Maybe I will commit suicide due to all the stress but who knows. Maybe I will find my meaning.

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That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 10:25 pm
That Mexican Again
night
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 10:20 pm
That Mexican Again
I swear I took a 4 hour nap hehehe
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 10:03 pm
That Mexican Again
that's good
me I am 21
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 2:33 pm
That Mexican Again
so high school or college?
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 2:23 pm
That Mexican Again
eek
I am guess a bad winter is coming
hide your kids hide you wife (lol that song)
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 2:18 pm
That Mexican Again
coolio
what is it like over there?
its getting colder down here
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 2:11 pm
That Mexican Again
I live TN
you?
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 2:05 pm
That Mexican Again
Tracy nice to meet you
smile
That Mexican Again Report | 11/02/2013 1:43 pm
That Mexican Again
hello
what is your name?
jasmine4i7 Report | 11/02/2013 8:35 am
jasmine4i7
i will be waiting

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