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Birthday: 01/03




I am Pan. No I'm actually not.
But You can call me that.
Pankontra means " somewhat a cure (Noun) or to antagonize (Verb) "
English is not my first language
so sometimes I might jumble words up.

Currently, I'm experiencing an existential crisis.
WTH am I doing in gaia.
To this day, a real reason eludes me.

I rarely truly hate on things,
and I'm usually pretty neutral.
I must be getting old.

I like to lurk Gaia's forums.Seeking amusement like
everyone else on here.
Sometimes I can be found idling in towns or Virtual Spaces.
I just like to watch people?? smilies/icon_lol.gif idk #LurkerLife

I am here for friends and nothing more. NOTHING.
Good Gravy.

I post and leave.
I have troubles with conversations.
Please don't feel bad. I feel bad.
Its a circle of bad feels.
So its not you. Its me. emotion_smilies/icon_awesomeface.gif

Current Thoughts:
I need to clean my friends list.
SHIIIIIIT I never update this anymore.
My profile music has been here since I joined ogod

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Check Out My Quest Yo NO DONT ITS OLD
5eva under construction




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xBashi Report | 07/29/2015 6:14 am
well incase u will XD
how r u?!
xBashi Report | 07/29/2015 6:07 am
lmfao, i bet u likes em meaty & all
hahahas! btw if u sellin ur swampland circ
tell me emotion_8c
Eriio Report | 07/28/2015 9:19 pm
boop emotion_awesome
Lubs Report | 07/28/2015 2:01 pm

you can graduate i believe in you
im trying to will graduate tooooo

i think it makes sense to feel stuck and stuff though sometimes
i think its important to
really know yourself

and know what someone can work out on their own
and how to go about things and ask for support in a way that helps
when they finally need it

im ok
i need to edit my dissertation lit review draft in the next 3 hours
and do my methods section today/tonite
so i can like, relax the rest of the week
im still on a weird sleeping pattern since cmoing back from the philippines
it doesnt even feel like its been 2+ weeks since i got back

and i think a lot of people
go on gaia
when they are depressed
its like a cloud
that lifts me up
then i have to hiatus
cause it cant bring me any higher
to the sky
but then if i feel down or restless or in need of distraction again
gaia is good


Lubs Report | 07/28/2015 1:50 pm

well whats the alternative
idk man
i feel like we are where we are
and when we dont like things
we either accept it or do something about it

i know some people feel like they should take advantage
of the fact they have support
and can pay them back by making the most of out of this current part of their lives

while other people wish they could have support
and have to work so hard

so why not work so hard
while getting support
to be extra epic
moving into the future

sorry if im coming off ranty

Lubs Report | 07/28/2015 1:45 pm

panky whats up
why are you uncmfortable
for days

xBashi Report | 07/28/2015 7:28 am
i dont wna miss a thing
xBashi Report | 07/28/2015 7:26 am
xBashi Report | 07/28/2015 7:17 am
lmfao, /spams
imma go ahead & sleep
got to wake up early tmrw. nice seeing u again pan
*gropes ya a** redface
gabezoned Report | 07/24/2015 11:16 am
Hello! No prob heart ty din sa pag buy 3nodding

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