my name is gavin and i am mad.
no really, i'm mad as a hatter.
come to think of it,
why do you want to be friends with a
psychotic like me anyway you sick freak?!

that aside...
sleeping is my escape from reality.
reality has pissed me off recently so i try to sleep.
i don't trust many people.
chances are i don't trust you.
get over it. i don't feel the need to explain why.

evidently God has me on a prepaid plan.
this means that i get damned now and party later.
i'll deal.

i like to social drink.
no, this does not mean i try to score with drunk chicks.
sorry to disappoint you all.

i plan on doing something with my life.
i'm not going to be just some fancy organic fertilizer.
which, i'm sorry to say, that will be the fate of most.

i'm bitter now.
so don't be surprised if i just randomly tell you to '******** off'.
i'd rather not be open with anyone else again.

you think you can handle this then by all means be my friend.
i'm more trouble than i'm worth.
but at least i'm upfront about it.

Thinking of
you, wherever you are.
We pray for our sorrows to end, and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows: Starting a new journey may not be so hard or maybe it has already begun.
There are many worlds, but they share the same sky - -one sky, one destiny.

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Report | 03/31/2008 7:52 pm


Guess who's going to be Rinoa for a con?

I didn't say I officially will, but I think I will for sure now. Her costume isn't that hard and I'll save money on a wig(use my own hair) and shoes(got some).

Report | 03/11/2008 8:10 pm


Oh, Gavin, you and your blondes

Report | 03/10/2008 9:35 pm


Mr. Gav, help a poor girl out, will ya? ;o; http://www.gaiaonline.com/gaiaarena/?postid=4331

I'm doing good so far, but it's still the beginning of the week and all. Need all the help I can get to stay good XD
Sail0r Neptune

Report | 03/09/2008 2:11 pm

Sail0r Neptune

Nah. A lot has been going on this week... I can't really say here but.. yeah.. I'll tell you sometime on AIM if you're on...

Report | 03/08/2008 3:07 pm


Ew, don't tell me you were a Christian fan >:. Well, he made some good stuff, but he's an annoying person! Then again Jay from s1 is, but I liked his clothes. That's all that matters, right? Afterall, that is the meaning of the show and all >_>

Report | 03/06/2008 4:23 pm


1. I love Within Temptation and I've seen that AMV

2. What be you stealinz? o.o

Report | 03/05/2008 8:40 pm


Okay, I just saw them all. And I don't know, I pretty much like them all! I guess it was a deserved win. His was, I think, the most...out there. I can't think of the word for there, but yeah.

Report | 03/05/2008 8:00 pm



In case you didn't catch it >_>

I find it funny they let go Jillian and then announced Christian was the winner XD. Totally opposite than what I said. I only caught the end, so I didn't see the collections, so maybe poor Jilly sucked and Christian made a good one. Or the judges just have bad eyes

Report | 03/05/2008 10:20 am


zOmg, PR finale tonight! Who are your rooting for? :0

I WAS rooting for Chris as one of the finals, but oh well. I love him, weird clothes with hair and all >_>

I guess my choice is Jillian. I also like Rami. Just NOT Christian.

Report | 03/02/2008 10:51 am


Kay. o.o I will.


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