art // comment christina attends university in the states ;; likes to draw, pretend she can cook, read magi & crepuscule, play dress-up games, and listen to korean indie (mc mong, leessang, jung in)
dad, you were the smartest person i've ever known, and will always be the smartest person i'll ever know. i only had one father in the world, and that was you. i have my many regrets and unfinished thoughts, wishes, obligations, responsibilities. you had a hard life, and that's why you passed so early. i would be very bitter right now if you had not given me words of courage before. life isn't fair, and it wasn't fair to you, but i hope you are resting peacefully. whether or not you are watching over us, thank you, and i will continue to do my best. i hope during your last breath and your last heartbeat that you knew how much i love you. i am tempted to say that god killed you, that god took you from me, but at the very least you aren't in pain anymore. you will always have a place in my heart as my father, my caring, supportive parent, my mentor, my inspiration.