I have tried every way I could think of to reach you.
Please just listen...
I saw your thread today, yeah big deal, whatever.
This is not just about that though. I want to explain other stuff too.
I feel you should know how I felt about some things. Please, I hope you understand.
And please don't make another thread about what goes on between us, I never made a thread about you.
You know that "logic" and stuff that you use constantly. It makes you sound snarky and rude, which I got tired of, and for once I wanted an actual conversation. You know, the fun talks we used to have before we became frenemies.
Alright look, I'm sorry I'm a horrible person and I have so many problems and that I made you hate me. But If I didn't make you hate me, you'd jut end up hating me on your own anyway. It's not like I was ever actually important to you.
Yes, it's true, I'm an idiot. I'm a horrible person, and I have way too many problems, and I'm an even worse person for taking some of them out on you. But I have this thing where after a while I start to push people away because I'm afraid I might get hurt, even if there's no sentimental attachment to them. (But when I do get attached to people, it makes it hard to push them away and then I become a total b***h.)
I never actually wanted to stop being your friend, but after I sent you that message, the one sent through PMs on gaia, you stopped talking to me. So I thought you hated me or wanted to get rid of me out of your life.
So, I guess I should finish this up, because you probably don't care. I also never expected to get the items back. (I only said that because I actually wasn't thinking at the time, I tend t do that...)
All in all, I want to apologize for one last thing.
Sorry I made your feeling for me fade when you actually used to like me.
I know I'll never have a friendship like we used to have, I can tell you that much.
Criticize me or whatever, say this message is full of fail. I don't care. All I want is a response indicating about how you feel about this.