Warning Adult Situation A Head

Welcome to my profile. Honestly I don’t see why you’re here reading about me unless you’re seriously interested in me or just leaving a comment or stalking me.

Before I get deep into my about I’m going to answer the same things I get all the time.

-1- I have a lot of rare things. No I will not be selling any of them any time soon or maybe ever, who knows. Also just cause I have a ton of things so doesn’t mean I’m rich and have tons of spare gold. So STOP BEGGING me for gold.

-2- I’ve had a lot of accounts and like to leave the past of them in the PAST so take a chance to get to know me again and just be happy with what you get.

-3- Don't add me to your friend list if you’re not going to talk to me. I hate having a million people on my list of people who stop talking to me. If you stop and leave all the pming to me I'll remove you. I don't ONE SIDE things!!



-✖- Hello, my name is Ryan, I have a problem I’m semi addicted to Gaia.
I spend most of my time here so if I’m not online then its must be something important or I bought a new game. Also I rarely here on the weekends it’s like the only time my Real Life is active unless I’m working on rebuilding my garage apartment.

-✖- Not really, As you can see I don’t do a lot of things outside this site. It’s kind of one of the only place I still have. If you’re wondering why it’s because I have some Mental Illness. I put a link to lead you to where that you can learn more about what I deal with daily.

-✖- I’m 27 years old I was born in October on the 6th 1987 in Utah. Well my family moved when I was 8 to Montana where I’m living now. I live in the biggest City in the state. It’s kind of lame and a last spot were fashions comes. We are kind of so lame we are now just getting Walgreens here.

-✖- Have you read my siggy?
Well guess what it is kind of true I’m working my way to be a Mortician.
I’m your Gaia Undertaker Baby!

I asked a lot of people what they would want to read in an about and 9/10 said they would like to know about peoples likes and dislikes goals and so on. Well I’ll put it on here and on my interest so people can tag me. Whatever that is?


-✖- Alternative, Easy Listening, Dance, Electronic, Emo, Genre, Rock, Grunge, Indie, Jazz, Classical, Oldies, old Pop, Punk, and Japanese/Korean rock

Mangas and Animes

-✖- Shounen-ai, Shounen, Shoujo-ai, Sci-fi, Supernatural, Tragedy, Romance, Psychological, Mystery, Horror, Fantasy, Ecchi, Drama, Comedy, Hentai, and adventure

Real Movies

-✖- Romance, Mystery, horror, Gorge, Suspense, Psychological, Fantasy, Sci-fi, and Comedy

Video Games

-✖- Harvest moons, Kingdom Hearts I/II/Chain of Memories, Final Fantasy/ branched games from FF, Pump It Up, Ace Attorney, Naruto games, Zeldas, Wii fit


-✖- Sleeping, Drawing, Taking Pictures, Walking, Reading, Gaia, Driving, Listening to music, Painting, Sewing, Playing the Piano, and cleaning other people’s house.


-✖- Studying the dead and culture of death. Writing up ways to kill myself to avoid killing myself. Questioning everything and anything.


-✖- Yes, I informing people now of my fun disorders. So, welcome to the bullet about my mind. I have all the following: Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar disorder, Borderline personality disorder, Depression, Emotional disorder, Gender identity disorder ( This means I'm male trapped in a Female body), Insomnia, Obsessive-compulsive disorder, Panic attacks, Panic disorder, Paranoid personality disorder, and finally Social phobia. Why am I telling you all things though? Well it’s not because I’m a wonderful sick ******** it’s cause I want you to know in Special words. I’m messed up and these disorders effect how I will react to you and people. I hate explaining it over and over so I decided to just, be super and put it in here for you all.

Yay moving on.


-✖- I really joined Gaia on August 28 of 2003, though this account was made a long time after. Oddly, ever since I joined gaia I haven’t been a big popular avi. I can remember once I had 11pm at one time. That I think was my record. I never made it in the high numbers on Comments or filled an Inbox, or even had more than 2 pages of friend. I guess that is really sad in its own lame way.

-✖- I have almost every MC on gaia from 04-Current. I'm still hoping to get the 03's I wanted and some of the new items gaia keep throwing in box prize chance thing.

-✖- A few years ago I started to Rp, I’m not really wonderful at it but everyone I have rped with seemed to think I’m good enough. I’m really busy with that many I have right now so I would offer to do on with you but way too busy.

-✖- I used to do Freebie Avi art but I stopped once again because I have neither time nor the inking pens. Only because I broke the last ones I had for doing couple art and getting it snubbed.

-✖- I have a bad habit of falling for people on gaia. Like a lot of people, and I love to flirt with everyone I can. Though honestly I would kill for someone special for me on gaia. Just a relaxing love life between pixels only. [This is a lie keep reading you’ll find out soon.]

-✖- Want to date me well... [ You can't] I’m Bisexual, but I lean more toward men than women [only because of a disorder I have] Sometimes it’s easier to call me Gay, but if you know me you know why we don’t. Oddly I like my Men more girly or a brat then my women and my Women more strong and dominant. Yeah I know I’m messed up. Oh I play both seme and uke just matter what mood I'm in. Just so you know I don’t like those labels so don’t read into seme uke seke crap with me.

-❤- Reason My heart is not for the taking… -❤-

Kerian Nightlove
⋛⋋ My Lover ⋌⋚
Keri is one of the most important people in my life. Every day he reminds me of something so important while somehow making me fall in love with him every day. He is my Tsuma-Sama... Well maybe one day -winks- Together since Monday, May 30th 2011~
[Sat 13th or Sun 14th "Was called his soulmate."]
And on February 18th 2015, we were Married here on gaia.

Important people

-✖- Being on Gaia for so many years you meet a lot of great people. A few of my greats have even taken our friendship so far we have our own special thing. These Boys and Girls stole pieces of my Heart and been around for me every time I have a fall.

*☆ My Co-Writer ☆*
Mana and I met in art freebie//rp thread. While playing around with her character I talked her into rping. Well... After writing for a month our rp turned into a story. Our characters are amazing together too. Mana is an artist and she draws Ryan and Marcus sometimes. So we have a great story and amazing art. Some art of Ryan x Marcus

My Pimp
*$ ❤ $*
This is my Pimp~ Jealous right? I mean look at him! GAW ... He so knows how to treat me right when my Boyfriend is missing. You better love him or I'll cut you!

-Your New Cardigan-
This is Zane, we are “not-boyfriends” but really we dated once upon a time ago. But things happened and we had to break up. But after a long time [a year] we got back to talking and being the same good buddies we are now. Zane is really amazing in the sense that he can solve almost every problem I have. On top of that he gives me signs and plays with one of my fetishes. Tease! But anyway you should ask my “not-boyfriends” about his harem pants!

Suicidal Paper
Sui is the most Amazing person in the world. Seriously don't hurt or touch Sui unless Sui allows it or I'll hunt you down. Sui is Super important to me and I have Sui's Piplup it sleeps with me every night. Jealous Much? You know you are!

One Who is Not Loved
Massu is a kitten I was once Smittened with but now we are the bestest of friends. And I'll still be protective of him cause he's by buddy. I also helped him get together with his Boyfriend. Not only did I do all those cool things but Massu is my Boochan! Yep that is right I messed up one night and now I’m stuck with a ghost kitten young master. Oh well it’s always fun.

People to come: PuddleInk // Cheerfully Morbid // iiiAce

-✖- Didn't make the list well keep trying cause I'll let you rock my profile someday.

My Personal Links

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-✖-Signs Made for me

-✖-Art Made for me

Amazing Places
-✖- These are Thread I hang out in and Support you should go there and hang out. That is if you don’t already.


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Harem Boys Club

-✖- That is it…
No really there is nothing left to Read…
Get out of here unless you wanna comment or stalk me…


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Report | 11/16/2015 8:57 pm


Thank you very much, it was very relaxed!

Report | 10/17/2015 11:41 pm


Haha no guarantees necessary.
But do try to let me know if you pick up anything ^_^

Report | 10/16/2015 8:02 pm


crying xd
Well still, check it out and see if anything resonates with you.
It's worth a look I think ^^

Report | 10/16/2015 12:57 am


Please do!
It might be beneficial for you.
It's not so much dieting in the traditional sense of like fad diets and such.
It's more along the lines of altering your diet completely and incorporating different herbs and spices that will not only taste good but help alleviate certain afflictions you might have.
Once you figure out what you technically should be eating according to your constitution, you'll be able to figure out what you'd want to eat within that realm of choices.
So that way there's less of a chance of ending up like "Meh, I don't like any of this stuff so I'll pass" type of thing.

Report | 10/15/2015 10:34 am


No no you didn't! wink
I got where you were coming from.
Part of what they're teaching us is how to help people even understand it in the first place.
So I thank you for helping me practice haha
But you should try to look into it and see if you could benefit from certain aspects of it.
In the most basic sense, you can find out what your body's constitutional makeup is and figure what type of food would be the most beneficial for you to eat.
Diet is a huge component with this methodology, it's considered to be the seat of every disease.

Report | 10/14/2015 11:58 pm


Oh yeah, I totally understand that.
Ayurveda isn't like a "western meds is demonic!" type of thing. It's just an alternative medicine.
There are some things that are much better treated with traditional meds.
This is focused a lot on prevention, but does have very strong treatments as well.
I meant personally that I have a distaste for traditional things, but I believe they both have their place 3nodding
Whispering Embers

Report | 10/14/2015 2:40 pm

Whispering Embers

I doubt that
We shall agree to disagree I suppose

What do you do if you get migraines?

Report | 10/14/2015 1:20 am


Yeah, it's not for everyone.
Well...It's FOR everyone, but I can see how some people wouldn't be drawn to it.
I have a really big disconnect with chemical medicine and whatever.
Too many side effects to actually call them treatments/medicines in my opinion.
Plus the whole "big pharma" thing doesn't help anything either.
I was drawn to it because it's all geared towards the individual instead of the disease.
Two people with the exact same affliction can and most likely will respond in a completely different way to the same exact treatment.
There's too many cookie cutter cures out there that don't seem effective to me.
Either that or they're not even cures, just masks to cover the pain or make it tolerable.

Report | 10/14/2015 1:08 am


Yeah, it seems like it's a good fit for me.
I usually tend to avoid "western" medicine anyways, because it's never really worked for me in the past on many, many occasions.
So using a more natural approach is something I was already doing on my own, so kinda learning fine details about it seems right up my alley.

Report | 10/13/2015 11:41 pm


I was originally looking for a school for massage therapy.
I ended up visiting so many different schools it was pretty crazy, that was the last one I had to visit during their open house.
The massage instructor was talking to another prospective student by the time I get there (with only 10 minutes of the open house left) so basically I was like ehh well that was a bust.
But they had me talk to another instructor that was there so that it wouldn't be a total waste.
So when she explained to me what it was and that it included/involved all of the stuff I was already interested in since years past, I figured I might as well go to school for something that I actually liked xD


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