I love to ride horses (but can't cuz we moved) and play videogames(which is why i kno exactly what to do during the zombie apocalypse xp
, i have traveled what seems like halfway around the world including spending 4 and a half years in Holland, also known as the Netherlands (where REAL Dutch chocolate is made! Its amazing!)) , and i like to text but don't do it as much as I used to. I know Dutch, English, Swiss/high German, and a lil of both Spanish and French. I REALLY want to learn Japanese for several reasons but so far it has proven very difficult. If anyone can help me learn it I will be very grateful! My bithday is the first day of Spring, March 21. I have 3 younger half sisters & according to my "dad" 3 other half sisters who iv never met. People think that I'm a care-free happy goody-2-shoes (which i still dont get since most ppl do have 2 shoes to walk in rofl
) girl all the time but I'm not. I am an emotional ninja! ninja
I am supposedly personality type INFJ, which only makes up 1% of the population. However, i read the description of an infj and theyre are still things i dont agree with and that are missing. So I am my own personality type, which explains why i dont have a specific style either.I have been a very paranoid person for as long as I can remember and I beat myself up about it and call myself weak all the time. However, I never shared my paranoia, family physical problems with anyone till recently. I shared with a few close friends and random ppl on social sites like this & all seem to at least pretend to be understanding and concerned. So yes, I am happier than I was and try to be so as much on the outside but please be gentle with insults. I will have a reaction of either suprising u and fighting back till i win or be really depressed for a while. But I will NEVER cry. My aunt had me promise her on her death bed frm cancer that if i was to ever cry again that my tears would never be ones of sorrow anymore. It will have been a year since then in either August or September & I have still kept it.