I'm Ryan, I don't give a damn what the world thinks of me. if you can make me laugh were going to get along great. I can be really nice when i want to be, I just choose not to. theres alot of things i want to change about me and my life but I'm learning to make the best out of what i have. I'm really care free about everything and I usually don't think about the cons'quenses to my actions. I'm not the best son, student, or friend but I try. I give up easily and I don't take anything seriously, life is just a big joke to me. I'm smart, but not smart enough. I live to please everyone but myself. I dream big and then let my dreams get crushed. I'm not handsome enough. I'm not strong enough. I'm not thin enough. I listen to the wrong kind of music, I hang out with the wrong kind of people. I'm too immature. I'm too mature. I laugh too much and cry too often. I'm human and have feelings. I don't always keep to my word. I make too many promises and I swear too much. Now that you know my flaws you have no reason to point them out and throw them back in my face over and over again. Some people will tell you I'm laid back and reserved when I'm around people. Some people will tell you that I'm completely insane and fun to be around when things get rough. Some people will tell you that I'm young and that I know nothing. Some people will tell you that I'm extremely intelligent and wickedly clever. Some people will tell you that I'm a pain in the a** and that you shouldn't waste your time with me. You can't believe everything you hear. Talk to me, get to know me, learn who I really am before you judge me. I've been called everything in the book and then some. I've been told that I'm quite childlike, and I really can't deny that. I hide behind a wall and make myself out to be a lot stronger than I really am. I have a habit of crying over something and then hating myself for showing weakness. I trust very few people, and like even fewer. I'm easily annoyed and can get distracted by just about anything. I'm imperfect, blunt, and immature. I'll tell you if you have something in your teeth, or if your clothes don't match. I'll tell you if I don't agree with something you said, and I'll argue your a** into the ground. I don't care what you have to say to me and I'll let you know if I don't like you. But i'm not all bad. I'll bend down and tie your shoelace for you if you ask me to, and I'll try my best to help you in anyway possible. It's hard to be described in a single paragraph, so if you feel the need to know more about me, just talk to me. I'm not going to bite your head off, and ninety percent of the time I'm bored and wanting someone to talk to anyways.