Naedeslus

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Last Login: 03/29/2015 12:16 am

Registered: 04/03/2008

Gender: Male

Location: Lancaster, PA

Birthday: 12/29/1985

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Hey there.

I am 29 and male. I am not in a relationship but not really looking at the current moment and never was one for online relationships.

You can call me Nae if you'd like. I typically don't give out my real name to strangers over the internet but if you decide that I'm decent enough to get to know then I shall give that information out.

Typically I'm kind of on the introverted side. I keep to myself quite a bit. I'm artistic. I love to write. I am an avid RPer but I do have a very busy schedule. I work in management in a hospital setting so my hours can vary and be long.

Despite that, if you are interested, feel free to post stalk me and find my 1x1 thread. Always looking for new and exciting RP's just a warning. I'm creative so expect someone who can create plots and create twists and turns.

If you're interested in learning more about myself or just talking, PM me or comment. I won't bite.. Too violently.

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RadiantFlare Report | 03/07/2015 9:15 pm
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*GLOMPS*

NAAAAAEEEEE. heart I <3 chooooooo. heart

I was going to comment on your comment but the page kept borking up so I said screw it, to yonder profile! xD

Yeaaaaaaahhhh, she REALLY screwed the pooch with that phone call. I already had my doubts (I believe I expressed them to you not too long ago, actually) but until that phone call I was still willing to think the issue was me. I'm still reeling over it. I spent close to two days not being able to understand how I didn't see it earlier, why I was so intent to protect my 'good' ideal of her and I guess the easiest answer is I really wanted to believe I knew her AND myself better than that. cat_sweatdrop

If that even makes sense.

Thank you for your sweet comment. It means a lot to me. I hope you know the same applies the opposite as well. I feel like I've been a real shitty friend to you for a long time now. cat_sweatdrop Thank you for sticking with me. It means more to me than I could ever say. emotion_hug

I know this sounds bad but I'm thankful it happened- ESPECIALLY since I have the entire picture now. I now know I won't get fired for refusing to stay three to four (or more!) hours past the time when I was supposed to leave. n.n I also know now I won't get fired for taking days off that were supposed to be my days off. @.@ Also, and this is perhaps the best of them all, starting the twentieth of this month (because I gave her fifteen effing days to get her s**t in gear) I will be working a MAX of twenty hours a week there. I was told she HAS to comply to the hours I tell her to stop at; twenty a week is the sweet spot for me. I can be of help there but it gives me plenty of time/energy to focus on other stuff.

I REALLY want to get Job B kicked to the next level. I never ever told her how much power she held over my hours on Job B and now more than ever I'm thankful I never did. I still believe she might have been purposefully trying to make it hard for me to get my hours in elsewhere but all she did was push me away. I went from being willing to stay there for a couple days a week come May to washing my hands of the place the first chance I get.

They've been asking me if I would stay with a new manager and that makes me feel pretty good. I would, actually. And told corporate that. If a new person is brought in that can respect my time/effort then hell yeah I would stay. I can't believe I'm saying this but for once I'm pleased with something a corporate is doing. emotion_facepalm

What strange reality is this I've fallen into?! To think not only do I agree with corporate but they have MY back?! emotion_0A0
RadiantFlare Report | 03/02/2015 4:33 pm
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RadiantFlare Report | 02/28/2015 8:18 pm
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I'll answer better in a bit (when I'm not stuffing my face with Reese's Pieces like the healthy adult I are) but what's going on with Job A is the result of someone not being the best of managers. cat_sweatdrop That hurts me to say it because I genuinely LIKE her. I've just come to the hard conclusion that liking someone doesn't mean they are the best managers. Or even able to be an okay manager- in certain situations. Unfortunately for the both of us we're finding out the hard way where the road starts to get rocky when it comes to where she's going.

I've been a manager three times and I've progressively hated the job the longer I had it with each company I had it with. cat_sweatdrop After the second round of it I realized it's just ME- I'm not made for stuff like that. I'm NOT corporate material. I'm not trying to claim I'm some badass rebel (but I am emotion_awesome But less in the kickass way and more in the "YOU AIN'T THE KING OF ME. IF I WANT REDBULL AND VODKA FOR BREAKFAST WHILE I WATCH WORKAHOLICS* IN MEH JAM-JAMS AT THREE ******** PM THAN VODKA ME UP, BRO**" wink I just don't WANT to do the nine to five thing. I've only done it as long as I have because I've been trying to figure out the best way to balance my dreams with being responsible. I'm too much of a bona fide ******** up to do well in a corporate setting. I don't want to be told what to do. I'm pretty much a toddler in an adult body; I'm fine until I'm tired and hungry and then s**t gets real. Fast.

Having said all that- my current manager is showing all the signs of burnout. I know the signs because I'm still trying to recover from my own spectacularly shitty case of it myself AND she's been to two doctors who have told her the same thing. She's spinning all her wheels as fast as possible but she's going nowhere.

It would be incredibly boring to get into all the mess going on but it's not new. It's not even recent. It started well over a year ago...and is just now really starting to gain traction. She's in trouble and she's so close to losing her job it's not funny. And I mean I truly don't find it funny. I love her as person. I just have grown to dread with my every cell having to deal with her. She's spiraling and she seems to know it- but she seems intent to. Keep. Going. No. Matter. What.

It's depressing. I went from planning to stay on after I went full time with Job B in May for a few hours a week to realizing I won't be able to. She won't respect what I would need to have that work and so I've decided I'm washing my hands of the place end of April no matter what. IF she's not gotten herself fired from the place by then. emotion_facepalm

...Oh, I said this would be short, huh? I LIED. emotion_dowant

















*Warning: Seriously ******** up and seriously ******** hilarious show; quickly becoming one of my favorites. :]

**Promise I'm not an alcoholic. I AM addicted to RedBull, though. :[
RadiantFlare Report | 02/27/2015 7:50 pm
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Ohhhhhhhhhh, MAN.

It's funny you should say that.

After the ******** that went down yesterday AND the cherry on top that happened today my manager is pissed at me and dare I say, I'm still pissed right on back.

My feels on the subject are thus:

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Annnnnd:

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What's getting me is that I heart my manager. She's awesome. Usually. She's nice and good and just...generally NOT what has happened lately. Usually.

...I don't know, man. I'm just not fit to be around peoples for too long, it seems. dramallama

BUTOHWELL. THEIR LOSS. emotion_awesome

How are YOU doing? heart Thank you for your awesomest of all awesome comments and words and images and funnies and just BEING. I hope you are feeling better. In all seriousness your PM made me wince. I hope you are okay. >.<
RadiantFlare Report | 02/26/2015 8:13 am
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This is on my Bucket List.

Not to do it in the store, necessarily...

Oh, ******** it. Who am I kidding? It would make the drink even more delicious to know I'm partially one of the reasons signs like this exist.

I live to shenanigan. emotion_dowant
RadiantFlare Report | 02/26/2015 8:07 am
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RadiantFlare Report | 02/25/2015 9:34 pm
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RadiantFlare Report | 02/25/2015 9:01 pm
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