NAAAAAEEEEE. heart I <3 chooooooo. heart
I was going to comment on your comment but the page kept borking up so I said screw it, to yonder profile! xD
Yeaaaaaaahhhh, she REALLY screwed the pooch with that phone call. I already had my doubts (I believe I expressed them to you not too long ago, actually) but until that phone call I was still willing to think the issue was me. I'm still reeling over it. I spent close to two days not being able to understand how I didn't see it earlier, why I was so intent to protect my 'good' ideal of her and I guess the easiest answer is I really wanted to believe I knew her AND myself better than that. cat_sweatdrop
If that even makes sense.
Thank you for your sweet comment. It means a lot to me. I hope you know the same applies the opposite as well. I feel like I've been a real shitty friend to you for a long time now. cat_sweatdrop Thank you for sticking with me. It means more to me than I could ever say. emotion_hug
I know this sounds bad but I'm thankful it happened- ESPECIALLY since I have the entire picture now. I now know I won't get fired for refusing to stay three to four (or more!) hours past the time when I was supposed to leave. n.n I also know now I won't get fired for taking days off that were supposed to be my days off. @.@ Also, and this is perhaps the best of them all, starting the twentieth of this month (because I gave her fifteen effing days to get her s**t in gear) I will be working a MAX of twenty hours a week there. I was told she HAS to comply to the hours I tell her to stop at; twenty a week is the sweet spot for me. I can be of help there but it gives me plenty of time/energy to focus on other stuff.
I REALLY want to get Job B kicked to the next level. I never ever told her how much power she held over my hours on Job B and now more than ever I'm thankful I never did. I still believe she might have been purposefully trying to make it hard for me to get my hours in elsewhere but all she did was push me away. I went from being willing to stay there for a couple days a week come May to washing my hands of the place the first chance I get.
They've been asking me if I would stay with a new manager and that makes me feel pretty good. I would, actually. And told corporate that. If a new person is brought in that can respect my time/effort then hell yeah I would stay. I can't believe I'm saying this but for once I'm pleased with something a corporate is doing. emotion_facepalm
What strange reality is this I've fallen into?! To think not only do I agree with corporate but they have MY back?! emotion_0A0