Myraseth

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About me

It's been 6 years.

I started this account for someone. Someone who I fell deeply in love with, and never out of. Someone who bore more pain than you could ever imagine to love a monster like myself. I gave her my heart. I gave her my soul.

And now she's gone.
I have no clue where. I have no clue how she's doing. But if our last talk was pure honesty, she still loves me.
Even if that was true, I don't deserve her.
I didn't love her. I loved what she could be. I loved a fictitious work. Not the real woman who showed me she cared. Not the real woman I fought for. Not the real woman I cried myself to sleep for years for.

And now?

Now I have nothing.
Concussions and repressed memories ravage my past.
My lack of drive - of love - blocks my future.
All I have is the present. And at this present moment in time, I have nothing.
No drive, no past, no future, no heart, no soul, no job, nothing. Nothing except tears and regrets.

I doubt anyone will ever see this, but... thank you for taking your time to read it.
And if you're that special someone I lost a long time ago...
I'm still a monster, and I'm still an idiot. And I'm still waiting.

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Icepuppies Report | 05/11/2013 12:07 am
Icepuppies
Hey boy,
Why you neva on anymoore?
xD
Hope things are well !
Sakura Rosina Report | 05/01/2013 11:04 am
Sakura Rosina
Hello there, my friend. It's been awhile since we last had contact with each other. How are you doing? I hope all is well.
Icepuppies Report | 04/25/2013 7:04 pm
Icepuppies
Ahah If I could like Statuses, I'd like yours xD
I've been around, just not around the same time as you it seems xD
Sakura Rosina Report | 12/31/2012 9:31 pm
Sakura Rosina
Thanks for chatting with me yesterday. I apologize if I seemed gruff, I was not in the most pleasant of moods. emotion_hug
Sakura Rosina Report | 12/10/2012 2:42 pm
Sakura Rosina
Just wanted to share. emotion_hug
Sakura Rosina Report | 11/08/2012 12:58 pm
Sakura Rosina
Let me know if you get my PM, please. I'm having a hard time sending messages... eek
Sakura Rosina Report | 10/23/2012 9:09 am
Sakura Rosina
-waves weakly- Hey there, friend. Just wanted to stop by and see how things are going for you and yours.
Icepuppies Report | 10/22/2012 9:41 pm
Icepuppies
Bye to you too xD
Hope you feel better after a good night's rest x]
Icepuppies Report | 09/27/2012 5:07 pm
Icepuppies
Eh? Yah, You think so ? xD
Not jsut saying that?!
Ahah yeah, Bad timing anyways with the meebo I guess xD
I was just like "Ooh kai, that's cool too .."
xD
Icepuppies Report | 09/26/2012 9:52 pm
Icepuppies
Ahah I seen this and got a kick outa it, thought you might too, although you might not.

If not, that's okay, I still thought it was pretty funny xD
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