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Beautiful Feather
I'm weak and ugly,
I cannot fly,
Even with my name, Feather.

I'm kind and gentle,
But don't they see
My other name, Heart?

I feel so frail,
And terribly gnarled,
Like gray weather.

But he sat next to me,
And we laughed,
I didn't feel torn apart.

"You are beautiful."
The words rang out to me
Ever since wet sat together

Now I see that
I need not beauty,
But my name,

By: Timecraze

I Get Along With The Voices Inside My Head

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KittySongLUVsJONASBoys Report | 10/11/2015 6:26 pm
I think I'm fine.
I'm mostly unsure where I stand with it; I think it's, as long as he's truly happy then I'm fine.
I just feel like something is off with the Perrie thing, that's all.

I do. Molly, Marie and Alexander.

Fans *shudder* Did you see the Lilo thing?

I thought it went well, but I haven't heard back from them.
So I guess not.

My birthday was alright. We went to a Praise and Prayer thing at my church and then hung out and played Dutch Blitz.
KittySongLUVsJONASBoys Report | 09/17/2015 6:28 pm
♪♫ that's quite alright xD life happens.

I'd like to think it'll get better, but I honestly don't know.
I think in a sense it will be, because I'll be hearing his voice
and I'll be able to feel like I can lean on him because it'll be a more constant stream.
But I don't know.

Oh I know, the rumour is that he broke up with her over text.
And like, she cried when she sang a lyric "nobody can love you the way I used to"
And I don't know, because they looked so in love.
This was one of the things that confused me to no ends.

I've tried leaning against Louis or Harry, or Liam. Even Niall.
But no, there's something that Zayn has that nobody else does.

Oh they're good. I spent a week and a half taming them inside.
So now they're back outside.
Two girls and one boy (that's laughable because we thought they were all boys)

Yeah, I'm fine... Except for being worried that this might be their last.
Because I know that they promised, but fans are not making it easy to keep that promise.

It was good, most of it that first time was fruity little lady drinks.
The second time (yes again c: ) it was more hard alcohol.
And I don't know if I just don't like it, or if it was the kind of alcohol.

THANK YOU. I'm excited. I hope it goes well.
I really need a job.
l katiechan l Report | 07/29/2015 12:37 am
I think the main reason why it was mixed though was in case it was too strong? Oh I don't know how to mix drinks either if anything I probably would've spilled and made a mess razz
l katiechan l Report | 07/26/2015 4:51 pm
yeah it's a mixed drink, the next time she comes over she'll get to try a lot of other things./
l katiechan l Report | 07/26/2015 11:12 am
Kitty was okay, she tried to make it fun for everyone but I could sense that she was feeling upset. I tried to make it as fun for her as possible, I guess I tried too hard? I dunno, I wanted to ask her if she had fun but I was kinda hesitant about it to be honest confused neutral I'm hoping she had fun. the first one was dr. pepper, second one was strawberry daiquiri, and the last one we had was mike's cherry lemon or something like that razz
l katiechan l Report | 07/25/2015 9:48 pm
I am a lot better smile Kitty came over for night the other day, it was a lot of fun she braided my hair then we jumped in the sprinkler got her to try some alcohol for the first time (I'm not an alcoholic but I do like to drink once in awhile). Anyways, after that we watched the movies rango and high school musical then fell asleep in the living room. Then when we woke up I made brunch then we went for a walk came back got our drinks that we didn't have the other day and watched high school musical 2 then kitty had to leave home. But she ended up forgetting her phone charger so she walked back to my place and asked for a creamsicle before she walked back home. But after she had left I began to clean the house and listen to music. Now I'm just waiting for the siblings to watch the aristocats with me 3nodding How about yourself though? And I completely understand your situation with your daughter, no need to worry about that smile I just need to learn when it's okay to feel upset about something and think whether it's worth it to feel upset or not instead of wasting my energy all the time. Thank you for responding by the way, I really appreciate it heart
KittySongLUVsJONASBoys Report | 07/25/2015 6:32 pm
I'm shy. I've always been shy.
I've felt stupid for being shy and I've felt like I can't do anything.
Zayn is of the quiet type. He doesn't say much.
I guess you could say he's kind of shy; so right away I grasped onto that.
He helped me to be a little more okay with my shyness.
and I've just... I have found refuge in him, and now that...
this was just thrust onto us all at once; I felt like the rug was ripped from under me.
if it was done differently, I'd be fine - you know?
That's it in a nutshell.

oh, well thank you.

yeah, it was spaced out enough so that right when we felt like we could breathe - we were pulled back under.

Yeah, I saw that; I definitely feel like something's not right.
but thank you Jez.

As for Fluffy, yeah I'm doing much better about that now.

We found Duchess' kittens; apparently her and Iris are helping each other.
But we had a pretty bad storm so they moved them again.

This past week no; because yesterday the boys were in a city nearby.
So that really sucked. I wanted to cry, but I felt like I shouldn't because I was having fun.
I was with Katie and Megan and had my first ever taste of alcohol.
and today might be kind of shitty if I let myself think too much.
but I think next week will be better.
l katiechan l Report | 07/21/2015 10:41 pm
Just disappointed in the lack of social activity on here, I get that people are busy but it would be nice to talk to my friends on Gaia whom I haven't heard from in awhile ya know? As a friend I would like to know what's going on in their lives, and see how they're doing. I guess I'll have to start the conversations first from now on, which is something I really hate because I feel like I am being annoying. It doesn't matter if I'm not either, I'll still feel like I am and struggle with how to keep the conversation going. I can say hi and how are you just fine. But after that? Yeah, I got nothing. It would be nice to feel important for once that's all. I know, I am a drama queen seeking attention 24/7 but who doesn't want attention? Honestly, we all want to feel important yet lack the ability to try to step out of our comfort zones and reach out to people who may or may not be going through a hard time. I'm one of those people who like to be there for someone, even if I don't know them very well I want to show them that they don't have to go through it alone. I'm sorry for constantly complaining all the time but that's just how I really feel. I have feelings too ya know?
KittySongLUVsJONASBoys Report | 07/09/2015 9:35 am
Yeah, well... I should have - I freaked out on instagram.
but I stayed away from Gaia and Wattpad because I just didn't feel like writing at all.
The rest of March and most of April, I just didn't feel up to anything.
And then the sudden (what feels like) attacks to the fandom, set me off again.
or like, something NaughtyBoy says; or when Zayn took the 1D out of his twitter.
And recently I got confused and conflicted again when Zayn appeared on a magazine cover.
So it's more of a day to day thing.

Yeah, that's the one. I think, with the "he's picking fights with the other cats" was just an excuse to get rid of him.

Apparently - she is turning two; so I guess she's not a kitten anymore.
Yes, definitely slower. What Delilah did in four years, Iris is doing in five.

but yeah; they're fine - Iris has four actually, and since Duchess moved hers out of the rain; I have to look for them for the third time.

today is... I don't know.
KittySongLUVsJONASBoys Report | 07/06/2015 9:34 am
well, I wouldn't know where to start.

have you read/heard about Zayn? because that attributes to a lot of my meh-ness.

but on June 30 (that's the last day in June, right?) my dad "took care of" Fluffy - so I was feeling pretty crappy then and I didn't feel as celebratory on Canada Day as I could have.

But good things... Duchess (you know about her right? she was from that litter of Iris' kits that all died except her.) had a litter of three.
and then Iris had a litter (of one that I know of right now)

and the weekend was full of storms. Saturday it was rain and hail, and Sunday it was just rain - but I was worried beyond belief for the kits.
but I found out that Duchess moved her kits to a safer place so the rain and hail wouldn't hurt them.

and I found out why Iris was howling and pacing yesterday.
So I'm good, at the moment - but that is subject to change pretty quickly.

Well Hello There!

Music--n--Love--4-Life's avatar

Registered: 04/02/2009

Gender: Female

Birthday: 10/01

dot dot dot

Hey there, the name's Jezerette. Though please call me Music unless I give you permission otherwise.
I am married to my lovely husband as of 3 July 2011

Now, I'm not going to say anything else about me except for this:
As of October 1, I am twenty-five years young.

If you would like to know things about me, just ask. I don't bite; not hard anyways c:

As of July 20, 2012; I have a baby girl. Her name is Cari.


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