Even though Gaia is mean * deleted what I had written down for you, I'm just going to do what I've done the times I've written this section for you & speak from my heart. We've only been together a short amount of time, but I've enjoyed every second of it. When we met, I never suspected for even a second that you would end up stealing my heart, although truth be told, you didn't really steal it, I gave it to you willingly. When I felt something stir in my heart when I was around you, I figured the feelings would eventually cease if I stayed away. But no matter how much I told myself to stay away, I couldn't do it. There was something pulling me towards you. And while I thought that I was keeping my feelings a secret from you, you had already figured everything out. The day I told you how I felt about you, I was nervous as heck, and even though I told you that you couldn't reject me because it couldn't be treasted as a confession yet, the truth is you had a chance to put a stop to my feelings for you. When you didn't, a glimmer of hope began to grow inside. And surely enough, within a few days, you pretty much responded to my feelings by "officially" confessing to me. I don't have an ounce of regret in the choices I took to allow my feelings for you grow. You have proved to me time & time again just how patient you are with my slow dimwitted side and my jealous side, which can be a persistent little b***h sometimes. But not once have you given me reason to doubt you or how you feel about me. You've turned out to be someone I had been looking for, someone who's kind, caring, sweet, but can be a jerk, loves to joke around, and will take serious matter seriously without question. I love you Bruno. You've given me a love I had not experienced before. You passed my expectations on how I pictured us to be. When we first started dating, I told myself I would enjoy our "now" and not worry for a future because of our distance. And now, slowly but surely, I find myself trying to find a way to see a future for us. It's going to be hard, but you're worth it. Someone like you, I'm not sure I'll find again, and I don't want to try & find out if I can. You're the peanut butter to my jelly, you're the butterflies I feel in my belly, You're the hero & I'm your sidekick, you're the captain & I'm your first mate.
I'll always be by your side to help you face any troubles, to enjoy the good times, to support you no matter what. For as long as you'll allow me, aqui estare. Te amo.♥
"It's been a while since I don't feel this way.
The words are in my mouth, but I just can't say.
When I'm with you, I'm speechless. I can't speak.
And without you, I might get sick.
If things ever turn around, and I gather the courage to say everything I feel,
And I can do anything for you,
I want you to know I will.
When I look into your eyes,
I can see more than I want to see.
I can see the perfect woman.
Which is the perfects one for me.
Whatever I can do for you.
Whatever I can you for us.
I want you to see too,
That we can be the perfect two"
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