About

okay well most people say im nice and cute and hella chill im 5"4. i have green eyes and ummm thats me in the back ground..... sorry i dont find myself cute or pretty or any of that bull s**t people say about me..... i use to cut ummm..... im bi sexual and open to doing anything with almost anyone no old men! oh um my friends love me when im high cuz i do things that noone on earth should ever do...... sweatdrop but i can be chill if i want to when im high.... if i want..... i ummm i talk alot and i've never meet my dad i just was taken from my mom...... "thank you dear god" ummmm im kinda a slut if your in the mood for anything or you want sex chat i guessyou could always can just ask like i said i dont really care its like a job and well im good at it........ "ehmmmmeheeeslutmmmehhhem" lol ya well im not the kinda of person that you would find at a beach i hate it there.... i use to think that life was a game and if you played your hand right you win but i was playing 21 i had 16 in my hand and said hit me and got a king lucky me so im here hoping the person next to me has worse luck but in the end hes got 21. And im the one with 26 and a black eye and being kicked out a the bar for not having all the money. so there i am trying just trying to get the money by the time that i was told and well i just dont know how to so i now my name is sweetie and im getting ******** around with every day and night i finely have the money and give it the boss and i think its all going fine but then i try to leave but he's saying somthing about you made me wait for to long and i know its to late i run for it and think if life is a game i dont want it anymore so i tryed to stop the game i tryed to stop my life but i was to much of a wimp to anything but give up.... i guess you could ssay its what i do best when it comes to anything...... i've never been the mane person in life and my family never really cared i was beaten and used and never reaspeted as a humen i never had any one to trun to oh i hate this im such a wimp i cant eveing type without crying it all started when i was 5 curtis started to push me around i didnt care that much i just thought he was sad or i had done something to make him mad so i just would sit there and take it when i was 6 he started to make me do things for him 7 he cought me on fire and burned my hair off i didnt care i still love him the next day i was hugging him and sying i love you curtid your the best big broother any girl could with for..... 8 he slit my face open because i wouldent let him into my room. 9 he beat me with a bat..... he told me to go and told me if mom asked i fell down the stares i said okay i stil love him i still had that big smile on my face and i stil did every thing for him i still got him food and gave him my money that i got every week...... 10 i stop loving him and my mom i stoped caring about them i stop caring about anything and i stop caring about my self i started to cut i started to want to die i stop crying when i got hurt cuz i knew i did do any good and i stop being nice and i said no to him one day bigest mistake i ever made so far in my life he beat me to the pont that i could not move i didnt want to i've couse i knew if i did he would hit my agane so i just layed there with blood coming out off my nose and my ear... 11 i tryed to kill myself agane no luck im not that much of a lucky person as you can tell..... curtis brot home his friends to live with us yippey not they raped me and got me on drugs manely weed and they got me addited to ciggerts.... 12 i got a boy friend and welll he met my brother curtis.... there goes my love life..... 13 i got kicked out of school cuase i was trying to kill myself 14 im in a foster home...... okay now my mom the b***h who never did anything to stop him and shut her door in my face and said you hafe to take care of yourself and try not to get any blood on the rug.......... ugh she didnt care she never did she never eveing ask how i was or how my day was or what happened to your face theres blood all over it!!! i didnt matter to her and she just dause not want too addmit it..... i never meet my dad okay ummmm i have 4 sisters and 3 brothers..... and 9 dog and 6 cats........ and im shaking really bad right now..... and i kinda want to cut......im sorry to anyone that this has made mad sad or uncomfey.....