It's Me

Hello, How Are You?

I opened my window, whispering so no one would hear
(How are you?)
In my room, all alone, and no one is near
It's morning, yet again, and the world's showering in rain
Would someone please rewind my spring quickly for me?

I really thought that kind of guy only came in anime
(How are you?)
Oh, I'm so jealous that others loves so naturally
I have to stop saying these things and start preparing on my own
So I can hide my tears, because I'm alone

"Oh well, whatever" has become my phrase
The line from yesterday came and left without a single eye gaze
"Hey, I don't have any expectations of you anymore."
You're right, I don't myself
I don't have any expectations of me anymore
Hey, but still
I wonder what the things you say are for

But what came? Words of shame
Escaping from my throat again
But they were, all they were
Nothing, but dirty lies
And today they're all I say
That is the price I have to pay
And so it goes, and no one knows
If it will ever stop

Tell me, why do you intend to keep your secret?
Are you scared that they will laugh if they will know it?
Or is it that you don't want to have a so-called 'friend?'
Is all this really true?
I'm in a sea of contradiction, I don't know how to get up
But I'm suffering because I feel like my breath with stop
I only have an urge to listen to a gentle voice
I'm weak, and have no choice

I'm not anywhere, even with my preparation
I start thinking with some irritation
"Hey, I'm tired so I'll find a reason good enough for rest"
I know, I know, I didn't mean it
I'm really kidding, that is what it really is
I'm not going to rest, so don't get mad at me

Just be happy, or miserable
It was your free choice, since long ago
Morning sun will always rise
It's cruel, but it is fair
I'm already trying hard just to live and stay on guard
What else do you expect me to achieve with what I am?

Tell me, why do you intend to tell what's untrue?
Is it that you wish anyone could love you?
Or is it that someone was letting go and walked away?
Do you recall the day?
And if my life was organized like work, and I could stamp my card?
I wonder when I'm free because I think my work is hard
Who will pay me for all of the suffering I always felt?
I've been living for a while

(Thank you!)
I should say what is true and tell you "thank you"
(Thank you!)
I should say what is true and tell you "thank you"
(Thank you!)
If even just one time, I'll say how I feel

Feel like screaming, feel crying
Feel like shouting out of wildness
From my heart
'Cause I just want to thank you

Tell me, why do you intend to keep your secret?
Do you really want that I should ask to know it?
I will promise you that there is no way I will laugh
So why not tell me how you feel?
There is no way I will know if you don't talk out to me
You can't convey what I don't know thinking simply
Hey, what a troublesome kind of creature are we, again?
The 'human,' that is right

(Hello, how are you?)
(Hello, how are you?)
(Hello, how are you?)
(To you, I'll say)
(Hello, how are you?)

The Cold Diary of Winter

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