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Welcome to my virtual reality.

This is where I come to escape the shithole that is my life.

Anxiety, depression, migraines and a whole lot more keep me from living my life. Im 24. Australian. Crazy.

I love animals. TV shows. Movies, especially horror.

I love ghost hunting.

I love random chats. Buying art. Gifting people.

Nice to meet you.



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Birthday: 08/30


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gnoc Report | 08/29/2017 7:07 pm

ur birhtday

2day or tomorrow

Bonzly Report | 08/05/2017 11:34 am
Failing to be frugal with my $, work and exercise.

I hope things get better for ya.

Hug your ferrets for me.
Bonzly Report | 08/03/2017 2:40 am
You and yours are doing well over there?
Bonzly Report | 08/02/2017 8:05 am
Its me Christian Report | 07/24/2017 6:13 am
Its me Christian
Thank you so much for buying! heart
Silverstar_Cross Report | 07/23/2017 2:14 am
We are sorry that you've been suckered by a really nasty scam, and an honor to meet you.
So may we talk?
gnoc Report | 07/22/2017 5:08 am

who the artist scammer pm me!!!!!
RaeWalker19 Report | 07/14/2017 11:03 pm
As a person who doesn't generally go well with advice and stuff like that it helped that she was brief with me and if I didn't feel like talking in my sessions she'd explain how her day was going or she'd find a common ground like when I let it slip at the time I was a massive Doctor Who fan and I told her she reminded me of River Song and then she went home and did some research and by the next session we were talking about the latest episode and she was just really friendly and never forced me to talk or was patient when I couldn't explain things she never butted in and never ignored me or never dismissed even the slightest of things like how some days I couldn't have a shower/get out of bed or that I couldn't speak to people on the phone so she helped me develop a method of answering the phone as if I was an employee at a shop 'hello Amanda ... here how can I help you' it helps because it leads who ever is on the phone to talk first and say what they need to so it takes more time for me to think about what I may need to reply etc, I can only remember a few things as it was up to 4 or so years ago of going through therapy and I do have memory issues but basically she also taught me the breathing technique how you breathe in for 5 seconds and then out for five seconds, slowly count if you feel you're going to have an attack, if you're in an attack she taught me that I've since told those close to me to watch out for, that when I go silent and can't speak I should have a sign that would alert whoever so I now put my hand up and put my thumb/pointer finger together to create an O and just let whatever happens happen after that once I get someones attention if I feel I need it, and to set yourself a small goal, like going to a friends house and then work yourself up from things like that and to talk to a new person once a week even if it's a quick "hello" in the street or to compliment someone. Also to identify /triggering/ factors that may cause an attack or for me to feel sick so I could potentially avoid them or prepare for them better, she also told me to find something that will help take my mind off of things that normally make me anxious/sick so before I go to town I'll always hum in the car or listen to a favourite song so I can have a tune in my head or I'll have a piece of jewelry on so I can fidget with it and use it as a distraction, if I'm having overwhelming negative thoughts to try and challenge them and to tell myself a positive thought to every negative that arises ie. I'm going to make a fool of myself when talking to this person to I'm going to be fine I'll just say hello introduce myself and let them speak and reply only when I'm ready/I look horrible to I look lovely today my hair is falling nicely on the side of my face my clothes match well today/ I'm useless to I may be useless in what ever scenario it is but at least I can take good care of my pets or can do this thing well. These are more things I've found myself but she at the time definitely agreed that if they weren't hurting me/helped me then I should maintain whichever worked best, I also have a bag now I take with me anytime I'm away from the house with things that help me feel comfortable like I have a toilet roll in there (don't know how many times I've had to not go to the toilet in public restrooms cause all cubicles are taken or it's a single one and theres no roll lol), donatabs/panadols, lipgloss, spare hair bands, wallet, a pad bag *endometriosis and irregular stuff kicks my a**, wet wipes, a plastic bag, mentos, spare underwear etc I may never use them but they're there and they make me feel like I'm prepared for anything to come my way and it's handy sometimes cause my family will go on spontaneous trips which means to places that may not have toilets or we'll go for a couple of days etc so I'm semi prepared to deal with them even if I may not be mentally prepared, this ties in with Avoiding things may seem good at the time but if you ca
RaeWalker19 Report | 07/14/2017 2:15 am
My sis in law was just mentioning something about prices recently :/ It's a bit crappy that that happens
haha woops! maybe you'll find a way to see it, hope so for your case smile
Yeah that happened to me, I was so passionate about drawing and art and music and then that all hit and I ended up being disinterested till around after 17 I started trying out some methods of coping with anxiety attacks and stuff like that and when I went to therapy the lady helped me a lot with motivation for my past hobbies, though I gave up pretty much everything else I'm glad that I sorta stuc with art in my spare time etc. Anything that makes you feel good for any amount of time definitely is worth trying out for however long it helps, even if you feel you're doing a crap job haha

That's like with me and my cat Callie, she always knows when I'm going through a mood or what have you so I definitely know what it's like being gifted something celebrating them biggrin I wouldn't like to take anything but if you do gift me whatever even if it's just a tip in a forum post I wouldn't be unappreciative, of course don't feel obliged I' wouldn't mind if it was just a freebie x

Thank you for understanding, send them through via messages on here or link me to somewhere whatever you're happy/comfortable with and I'll see what I can do
RaeWalker19 Report | 07/13/2017 5:50 am
no I totally get it! Knowing definitely helped me for sure
I'm from NSW about 6 or so hours from Sydney smile
Haha actually I stopped watching too I got up to the wedding scene which is I think near the end or very beginning of season 1 or 2, I wanted to watch way more but I don't have netflix or anything and my computer doesn't support much file watching etc so I'd have to wait till I gathered money/they came out on DVD sweatdrop

Ahh thank you so much!! I do all art in my spare time if I'm having a really bad day or I'm feeling creative and need an outlet so I actually don't take money as I never feel my stuff is 'constant' or really that good quality wise due to pixels and me using references to the extreme cause I still can't get posing/colours right lol. You could message me if you'd like, tell me a background colour and a couple of flowers or whatever you're interested in, if the patience, skills and actual motivation are there, I'm more than likely down! You could send me some HD or at least close enough to good quality pics of your furbabie(s) and I'll see what I can do, no promises though x


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