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Hi! My name is Merriara, and just to let you know right off the bat, I'm a grammar freak. Therefore, please use correct grammar/spelling when you're talking to me. Other than that, I like to swim, read, play with my pets, and have a good time, mostly. I'm in the band at our school, and I play the oboe along with several other percussion instruments. If you'd like to know more about me, feel free to comment or PM me. <333

[align=center]Update: I'm a very infrequent visitor now, but life has taken me elsewhere. I am now a senior in high school, though I'll graduate May 26. After graduation, I plan to go to Washington University in St. Louis, and most importantly, find out who I am and be happy. I'll come back and post when I can, but I can't promise it'll be often. However, PMs and comments are still nice--I'd like to hear back from people I haven't talked to in ages.


Oh, and for any of my friends who might be wondering what the hell happened to me...I'm going to a boarding school for the next 2 years (rest of my highschool years), but it doesn't allow 'social networking sites' like gaia or facebook. ._. I'm sorry, and I'll miss everyone so much. (but I won't be gone for forever. Oh, no--I'll be checking my accounts whenever I can.)

My 1st Guild Anniversary Picture!

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║(o) ♫ Music is everything ♫
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Rest in peace, granddad.
--April 16, 2010--

from:

-->When it rains, don't wait for someone to hold an umbrella over your head.


We are all capable of holding our own. <--


◌●◌●__________dear someone,
i bleed words (they're the only things i feel these days).
life is a chess game, but i've lost my queen. life is an ocean, but i never learned to swim. life is a battle, but i'm too tired to fight.

there isn't anything worth fighting for, anyway.



●◌ 『__________________』 ◌●
(words from letters from no one by amertie)


dear someone,

i paint shadows on my heart just to fill the empty spaces. the sad thing is, i'm still left hollow inside.

and i've decided that everyone has it wrong. see, they go around pretending things will get better and they'll make it through this and everything will be fine.

except there's no guarantee that it will.

because life is not a nightmare.

the nightmare is life.__________◌●◌●

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duir ancient

Report | 06/03/2012 8:36 am

duir ancient

[ A combination of bad memories, life changes, and the fact that I'm rarely if ever on anymore. Just had a baby, as well. And I really would like to give you something. There's stuff that I'm sure you want that I have and don't need, and generosity does the soul good. biggrin Anything in particular? Any current quests? ]
duir ancient

Report | 06/03/2012 8:18 am

duir ancient

[ Well, gifting your mule was no issue. Your main, however... well, there's no wishlist. razz ]
oissu

Report | 05/11/2012 7:35 pm

oissu

You're welcome
C:
balmik

Report | 05/08/2012 3:07 pm

balmik

Basically the skin by my toe nails grew over my toe nail to far. The toe nail would go into the skin and cut it before it was even long enough to cut the nail. I would clean the cut but it becomes inflect very easy. So the surgery removed the extra skin and they remove alot of the skin. When you look at right now it looks like I'm missing a piece of my toe. Right now I cannot put even a sock it because it is painful. It is alot more painful then it sounds and recovery period is from 5 to 6 weeks long. Donating stuff is a good thing to do but be careful of what you donate so you don't feel about it in the future.
balmik

Report | 05/08/2012 2:24 pm

balmik

I'm ok just recovering from surgery and yes I do remember who you are.
iso800

Report | 08/19/2011 7:31 am

iso800

I love your profile! (:
BLW_TAO

Report | 12/16/2010 4:46 pm

BLW_TAO

Congratz for your brother :'D
And glomps for you biggrin DD
Umbra Tiger

Report | 08/24/2010 5:24 pm

Umbra Tiger

Oh gosh, me too D':
That happens a lot with PMs.

....I'm just terrible with keeping up with people OTL
;-;
-Livverz-

Report | 08/18/2010 2:08 pm

-Livverz-

cool avi
BLW_TAO

Report | 07/31/2010 12:33 am

BLW_TAO

I LOVE YOU MAN
YES THAT
LOLOLOLOL DON'T MIND ME
I'M HAPPY I MET YOU AND
YES I KNOW LONG TIME BUT BFJBDSJGHKFSAG heart
This may sound stupid, but I'm glad I met you
And
-hugs-
8'D

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●●● stop and watch the fake plastic stars t u m b l e ●●●


「Life is something to cherish, and no one has the right to stifle it, no matter who they are.」


●●● out of my midnight sky of blues and gold ●●●