Hey I'm Melanie.

Name: Melanie Caitlin Start
Age: 21
Birth Day: July 1, 1990.
Location: 919 Raleigh, North Carolina
Born and Raised: 412 Pittsburgh, PA.
Status: Married
Orientation: straight
Ethnic Background: German, French, Irish, Polish, Scottish, and Welsh.
Loves:WEED♥, Life, PA Ice Tea, ZOMBIES!, my mom, my dad, my little sister, My older sister, getting lost in his eyes, falling asleep next to him, being in his arms, The way he says my name, brightening up a room, the look on peoples faces when they see me, Left 4 Dead, Listening to the rain, Long hair on guys, my phone, My friends ( Boogie, Clarissa, Jordan, Sammy, Ashley, Thomas, and Lacey), the smell of cigarettes, Marlboro cigarettes.. yes I smoke, Ramen, Anime, Music, photography, drawing, Screamo, Metal, gauges, tattoos, eyeshadow, blue eyes, Black and White photos, those unforgettable moments, love its self.. its a beautiful feeling even if you end up getting hurt. Its better to have love and lost then never love at all. And finally being who I am... which is a b***h
Hates: Fakes, snobs, drunks, stereotypes, my mom, *****, bleach blond hair, sluts, fake nails, the smell of dish soap, rumors, people who talk like this "OMG LYK 7H37 15 50 K3WL", clowns, heights, roller coasters, rap music, having people tell me how much they hate my music. Its OK if you don't like it but I do.. :/ keep your opinions to yourself or tell someone who gives a s**t, and people who use emo for a LABEL for a person when its a TYPE of MUSIC!



I will never be able to fully express myself in the "About me" section. I am so much more complicated then that. But I will do my best to cover what I think you should know about me, the rest you will have to find out on your own. I do have a lot of growing up to do. Everything I’ve ever done was out of fear of being mediocre. I'm not perfect and I've made peace with that. I'm not trying to be perfect cause its boring. I am starting to love who I am and what I've made out of myself! I'm adorable yet awkward. I'm shy one moment then the life of the party the next. I'm extremely nice but then again can be extremely bitchy at the same time. I make the cutest faces when I scream obscenities. I think the sky is like a giant painting that is always changing. Even if I'm having a bad day I'm still happy cause hey, I'm still having a "day" if that makes any sense what-so-ever. I still don't think I'm the most gorgeous girl in the world, but I do believe that I am beautiful. I judge people and books differently. They say "Never judge a book by its cover" well I do. If the cover doesn't impress me or catch my interest I'm not going to read it. But for people I never judge them by how they look. I like to get to know the person first before judging them like a slab of meat. I think people should smile and laugh more like I do, and boy is my laugh goofy.
So sit back.. relax.. and enjoy the ride.
Cause the world wont stop for ANYONE!


We stopped checking for monsters under our bed,
when we realized they were inside us...


I do know what love is

Love (n): a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. sexual passion or desire.

Okay, so I know the definition of love. How does anybody know about love? If you can describe it, you may not fully be experiencing it. My husband is my best friend. We have endless conversations and we never get bored. I've loved and been loved. And all the rest is background music. Sometimes we love people so much that we have to numb it. Because if we actually felt how much we love them, it would kill us. That doesn't make you a bad person, it just means your heart's too big. If you ever feel loved or needed, remember that you’re one of the lucky ones.

I love art. I love to draw. I love to take photos. I am very creative and it shows through my art work. I love photos that have and oldish look to them. I love to see couples kissing, park rides, sunsets, flowers, feilds, balloons, rain, and the sky in photos. I like it when the sun is right behind the person or object so they seem to glow. I draw emotions. If Im upset it will show in my drawing. I also make comics. The comics are based off of events that have happened to me.

My family is religious. Not crazy religious but they do believe in God.
This is awkward cause I don't.
I am scared to tell my parents this cause I dont want them to reject me. But don't rant at me about how I'm going to "Hell" cause I dont believe in "God". No one likes a bible pusher.

I say love is love. Its not about age, family, money, politics, race, color, religion, and above all gender! A person has the right to be happy with the one they love be it man or woman.

I hate the war. I believe in peace. No more guns.. No more bombs.. No more death.
Just love.

I hope to go back to the past and fix my mistakes, but really I wouldn't, one little thing you change and your whole life changes. And you wouldn't learn from your mistakes. I'm not gonna live forever. No one will. So I don't plan on living my life like I will. I'm just going to live. I'm going to make something out of myself. But I will try to create something that will last forever. The world better watch out. twenty years of holding back; that's a lot of revenge to seek.

"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams.
If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore.
I know which way I'm going.
"

<3 Make your judgments about me; I'm ready