Melancholic Trance

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Last Login: 04/04/2015 2:14 am

Registered: 06/01/2007

Gender: Female

Location: EXO Planet

Occupation: Byun Baekhyun's WIFE


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WARNING: This journal contains rants, whines, and all-things gay. ...and most of all, the HEART and FEELINGS of the owner.

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since April 29,2011

about me ♪

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the ILLUSION for the moment that we're not alone."

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Hello there!
The name's Shiela but you can call me XiLA-san or sHisHi.

random stuffs:

.~'Since early 2008, I've been into Amano Akira’s Katekyo Hitman Reborn!! … and of course, Lambo. In addition... Shou-chan. :>

.~' I’m in love with both the snow and the moon~

.~'Aori-chan, Twineetotx, internet, wikipedia and fan fics are my bestest friends!! ((:

.~'Red,black, and white are my favorite colors.

.~'I think shadows and silhouettes are COOL!!


.~'I'll have you know, I'm extremely temperamental.

.~'It’s been certified by myself. I’m a yaoi fangirl.

.~'Money makes my everyone’s day.

.~'I worship the voices of both Suzumura Kenichi and Takeuchi Junko.

.~'I looooovvvvvvveeeeeee chocolate!!!!!
I need to have at least 5 bars a day!!! =P

.~'I have a tendency to raise any of my eyebrows every once in a while.
Whether I'm confused or just want to be "mataray"

.~'I love photo editing, though I'm still just an amateur. *sweat drop*.
I gave up because I'm lazy like that. *shifty eyes*

.~'I'm easily influenced when it comes to games. May it be online, offline, arcade, etc. I'll play it if you recommend it highly to me.

.~'I contradict myself. = 3=

.~'I write fan fics and poems... again!!

.~'I'm usually quiet or just observing.. something or anything.

.~'I hate having my talents known--
AKA making me play the piano, specially when forced to do so.

Sadly, this scenario is inevitable as I am currently taking up Bachelor of Music.

.~'As surprising as it really is, I am the secretary of SPUM's College of Music and Performing Arts' Chorale for the school year 2010-2011.

.~'And it would seem that I will still be the secretary of SPUM's College of Music and Performing Arts' Chorale in this coming school year 2011-2012.

.~'I don't like compliments. It inflates my already big ego.

[2011 updates]

.~'It would seem that I know a lot more when it comes to make up than in fashion.. that is because my definition of fashion is a pair of jeans, white t-shirt/blouse and slip-on shoes. o.O

.~'I'm currently hooked up with the Korean make up/skin care line called Etude House. I'm saving large sum of money just for it!! o(>A<)o

.~'Just became Expert at Dance Dance Revolution Supernova 2. It would seem that my frequenting the DDR arcade at the mall paid off. smilies/icon_biggrin.gif

.~'Yes, I'm still lazy enough to not practice both the piano and violin. No surprise there.

[2012 updates]

.~'Just signed up my death wish by filing the candidacy for Student Council Presidency AND winning the elections. Gambatte, life.

.~'Embraced my love for KPOP~ after 4 years lol... Blame BOYFRIEND for that smilies/icon_razz.gif

.~'Officially considered myself as an EXOTIC on Oct. 1, 2012. Park Chanyeol was my first bias but then...

.~' Byun Baekhyun IS my husband.

.~'Am a proud Baekyeol, Kaisoo, Sekai, Xiuhan, Hunhan, Kray and OT12 shipper.

[to be continued~]

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“I pay no attention whatever to anybody's praise or blame. I simply follow my own feelings.”
- Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

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akai24 Report | 12/31/2011 9:25 am
Happy New Year!!!! smile ~ 2012 whee
akai24 Report | 10/16/2011 4:21 pm
muxta kana??? whee
akai24 Report | 08/23/2011 6:47 pm
balik kana..... crying crying crying
akai24 Report | 08/01/2011 12:18 pm
hi.. musta na?... whee
Freakinspazmonkeys Report | 04/24/2011 6:42 pm
Thanks (:
Melancholic Trance Report | 04/23/2011 5:30 am
Melancholic Trance
I'm bored. I need new friends. crying
Kewlstorybrah Report | 02/26/2011 6:15 am
Hi i am very fine thanks for asking...i am getting bored on gaiaonline so sorry it was soooo late to reply whee whee whee
thanks to my friend she gave me money (some) and i tried to go back in gaia..wait i forgot to mention
i stopped gaia because i was hacked ^^ xp xp xp
SchwarzWeiss Report | 12/25/2010 10:59 pm
Merry christmas din! biggrin
akai24 Report | 12/01/2010 7:01 am
no prob! biggrin 3nodding
akai24 Report | 11/29/2010 4:51 pm
oks, kaso nag iba na ako ng number.. smile pm kita ngayon par ibigay yung bago kong number. smile

ingat ka.. and Goodluck!! smile

ako din busy. hahaha.. rofl

exo-k : what is love


Pink is the color of Music.
At least that's what our Dean told us.
Melancholic Trance
Homicidal Maiden

...they're NOT always going to stay forever."

No matter how many tears I've cried,
you're still not there,

No matter how sweet my smile was,
you still don't care,

No matter how much I show my affection,
I'm still at the dark,

No matter how much I love you,
you still broke my heart!!


this is the sketch of a
criminal whose crime is
loving a guy under the
codename "teletubbies".
If you see her, please kill
her immediately!! Thanks!
[drawing by Aori-chan]

My broken heart can never mend

This burning soul was meant to end

From the start, it was meant to be

One perfectly bittersweet tragedy...

it hurts so much to
pretend that you're happy
when deep inside you're dying,

it takes a lot of effort
to flash a smile
when all you want to do is
break down and cry,

the saddest part of it all,
you want to end the torment
yet your heart just
keep on holding on,

living in an illusion that
there's still hope
when all you've got were
just ashes of joke...

Sometimes,I wanna cry out
my long kept tears,
but I'm scared that
no one will bother
to show some care
and that's why I've decided
to keep it all here.
And I don't care even if
it will be too hard to bear.
Because sometimes,
other people don't mind
if you're in pain.
As long as they see you smile,
they'll assume you're okay.

"When you love someone, it's always good to know this fact...:


EXO! We are one!