this is Solvia on my new account, although i'm sure you know.
i love and miss you, boy. i even wrote about you on my current profile, and thos words will always be up there now. <3
i have a meeting for a pageant tonight. can you beleive it?! i'm so excited! <3
Adams birthday is coming upp.
its making me think about him. and about you. obviously.
remeber last year at Adams party, when THE TIME i tried SO HARD to through the peice of cake in his facee, and everytime i tried he would douge it and it would hit someone else? ha. once it even hit YOU in the face, and youre like "DAMMIT SOLV! its called AIM for the target!"haha. you finaly got it in his face tho..the first time you tried, too...
i miss you Little Nickie.
a lot.
and i have a Christmas wish for you.
if there is such a thing as Heaven, i know you made it there. (=
soo...
can you tell meh Daddy i miss him and that im sorry for all the mistakes ive made without him here?
hey Little Nickie
tiz me...Solvia
um i know ur...gone and everything
and i dont know if u can even hear me even tho im screamin this so loud in meh heart
but i miss you so much
[you n Adam both]
im so SO sorry that i left u when u needed me most. i know u went through a lot when Adam died, and i sear, i know it killed. and i wanted to be there fer you alwayz. but idk i guess u got confused and overwelmeed by it all n u started to say it was meh fault. i understand now. u were upset. u tried to find a way out from the pain. i know that u know that was the wrong way to do it..
not that it matterz much now
but i need u to know that i never ment fer this to happen.
i know i shut u out when u needed me most.
IM SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!!~
n i was going to say sorry the day before u died too
really honestly i was
=[
but it was too late.
u were already gone
i still have memoriez of when me, u n Adam would all go to the mall together..it was great and we were all happy.
id give almost anything to have that back
to have u back
T,T
LITTLE NICKIE I KNOW UR DEAD BUT I NEED TO KNW THAT U FORGIVE ME!! IM SO SORRY AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I CANT BELIEVE UR GONE!!
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