Just some information about myself.

Who are you? (Who who? Who who?)

Mathew is in fact my real first name preferred male name.

I am 23 years old and I stand at 5'2".

My hobbies are drawing, crafting, cooking, and video games.

I have 2 brothers, 2 sisters, 3 cockatiels, 3 cats, and a single mom.

I live in a small town.

I'm currently brainstorming for the novel code-named The Monster Within.

I am...

- Irish, Italian, and Lebanese
- The middle child
- Interested in men
- Really a female, but wants the ability to change into a male and back (gender queer?)
- An otaku
- Melancholic
- A competitive Pokemon player, armed with EV and IV knowledge
- A cat lover
- A surviving bully victim
- A big nerd
- Comedic
- A foodie
- Open-minded
- Very forgetful
- A Diaper Lover
- May have ADHD or ADD


Food: I love cheese, pasta, and rice. I also really love meat and I hope to try lamb, rabbit, duck, goose, deer, buffalo, mammoth (if we bring them back in my lifetime), octopus, squid, lobster, and some more fish someday.

Games: Nintendo ftw with Pokemon, Mii games like Wii Party, and Super Smash as my mains. My favorite non-Nintendo games are Team Fortress 2, Primal Carnage Extinction, and The Sims 3. Games with good custom character shenanigans like the Saints Row series? Also in my collection.

Art styles: I love cartoon styles that are colorful and not scary. I also love vectors and creative crossovers.

My future: I have many ideas about what I want to be; Which are character designer, cartoon-ology (It's a real job!), baker, graphic designer, writer, food critic, or a general chef. However, I fear that most of my choices are dependent on how others perceive my work and that hasn't been so good lately... I want to pick a job that is the most practical and won't lead to a starving artist future.

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Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/20/2017 1:16 pm
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Sounds basically like my job - hang up clothes on a rack, make sure they're all sensored, sized, organized and whatnot, send them up to the coordinator who then places the clothes onto various racks (men's rack, ladies' rack, kids' rack, etc) and then people run the racks out to their department.

Was that meant to be sarcasm for the special ed students? (Since I can't tell over the computer.) XD
We just have to deal with people who continuously do not show up for work.
Like, it's not even a hard job, but people act like it's prison or something. sweatdrop

I do get a bit easily stressed when trying to get special ed people to listen and understand me, but that's because none of my coworkers will help me out - when I greatly, greatly need them to.
If people could actually help me and help out, then it'd be less stressful, but they're like, 'I got drama I can't help you because you suck anyways' and I'm like, stare

People with severe mental problems though - coworkers who have cut themselves intentionally and smeared blood on stall walls, or claim that they hear demons tell them to do bad things to people - those are the types of people that I heavily want to avoid at all costs.

I'm a city person who wants to be a city person, so there won't be any animal-exciting out of me. emotion_0A0
It'd be my luck that the animal pops out, and I'm the one that suddenly learns how to climb up a tree - and I'm terrible at climbing anything. emotion_facepalm

So apparently there's something up with my Amazon.
It says I have $700+? emotion_0A0
I thought it was saying that it'd charge me $700 more.
But there's no way - I only have a $30 gift card for Amazon that my sister gave me.
*so confused*
I must have gotten lost in understanding how this Amazon music thing works...
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/16/2017 5:20 pm
Shadow Belmonte
It was hard to tell what the name was, if it was ee or ce or something at the end. sweatdrop

But ah, it's fine.
Either way, I like that song~! emotion_kirakira

So you volunteered to unload a truck, or something?
I do deal with some people (backroom people, sometimes other employees from elsewhere in the store) and sometimes, customers.
As for calm and loving, that's kind of 50/50.
Our backroom is a hectic mess, so everyone's kind of like, overwhelmed. XD

Yeah, the budgies - cute, but to me, scary enough. emotion_0A0
If a bird of any kind flew at my window right now, I have no doubt I'd jump so hard that I'd fall backwards in my chair. emotion_facepalm
I remember one time I saw a fox run out of the woods (near my old apartments once) and it scared me so much that I screamed, and it scared the fox away. emotion_facepalm
...This is what happens when a city girl gets moved to the edges of town. sweatdrop

So I got some songs on Amazon but then this was in the Place your Order area.
(I can't take pictures because apparently Photobucket is having an issue. Sign in, click upload, get signed out instantly.) x-x

But this is what it says:

Order Summary
24 Items: $29.36
Promotions & Gift Cards: -$704.64
Order total: $0.00

Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/16/2017 4:17 pm
Shadow Belmonte
(Your avatar art by Yunhee? is adorable! Them eyes! And that cute little 'stache!) ;kirakira:
I had some Sims die from eating nasty food, but that was from the PS2 version.
Whoever owned the game before me, I guess they cooked up a meal and it went bad while the game sat on the shelf. XD

I'm not really bothered about the lack of CC stuff.
Besides that, I'd probably want 50+ eyecolors alone, and that's a huge no.
I want my stuff to be manageable. x-x'

That's basically my response if anyone questions anything that I do. XD
I'm a little confused on the anime club/binge drinking thing, though?

I'm a stockroom employee; I'm 'supposed' to just show up and hang clothing, but what I do:
Show up, help unload a truck (on either side; home goods - plates, utensils, food, decor on one side, clothing and toys and stuff on the other) and then after, hang clothing.
Downside: Part-time doesn't get health insurance, cannot exceed 40 hours ever in a week.

Hm, reading so many YouTube comments though, they are like, "Yes it's him" vs "No it's not" and "That's not even X's picture" so it's all confusing. x-x'

Reading about how you wished Diego and Dave were real.
I could never wish Shadow and Dominic to be real.
It'd be like:
Shadow: "Do you have any skin-tone makeup?"
Me: "What? No. I only have black and white makeup."
Dominic: "You're both stressing me out. Somebody just go buy some makeup." (tosses Shadow a wallet, and proceeds to drink.)
Me: "Well if you weren't drunk so much, maybe you could drive him?" e.e

Well, at least he's a smart one, your trained cockatiel. XD
The only birds we ever owned were budgies, but that was enough for me on all occasions. x-x!
When a poor little bird freaks out from fear, and the owner freaks out from fear, it's just not a good combination - the birds should be with people who won't be afraid of them. sweatdrop

Yep, that's the same for me.
I only remove people when they go offline without notice for 3+ years, but I send them a PM saying that they're welcome back any time.
I only remove people so that way it's easier for me to (try) giving out gifts for Christmas.
Only, with inflation, the 'try' is just a 'want'. x-x'

Also, if you don't mind, since you're the smart person:
I was going to check out some songs on Amazon, but there was something that concerned me.
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/13/2017 2:37 pm
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I'd cry like a baby myself if my Sims died, or my friends' Sims. emo
I do use money cheats for various things - making tons of large buildings all over the town, or if a property is fine, then I just do minor things that I think make it more functional for the owners.
Sims Shadow and Dom though, I make sure they live like anyone else - they start from the bottom and work their way up.

Last time I did the CC stuff, it wouldn't load onto the game, but the game said it did, and it caused errors on the game, and it was like, 'To fix this, do that. To fix that, do these. Do these to change this. Use this to fix that over there."
Just got tired of it, not worth the effort.

Ironically, being on Gaia all the time kept me out of so much trouble - I'd rather stick to Gaia all the time.
I used to hang out with my cousins all the time but they got into bad drugs (meth) and kept ending up in jail; I don't hang out with my friends because I ended almost all of my friendships, and the only ones I'm friends with is limited because of time-availability and distance.

Lots of things are always better than being a victim, no doubt about it.

I'm a part-time employee by choice, but get this - I actually make more than an assistant manager at McDonald's. sweatdrop
I do know of the toned vs fat in a person's body, it's mostly why I had so much trouble floating in a pool when I was growing up, but when I took a break from always running, I was able to float in a pool on my back.
Raft, who needs it, when you are the raft? lol

Maybe I can tell the difference then between the two songs.
More than likely one of the ones I was looking at was wrong. sweatdrop

If it were up to me to imagine if Shadow and Dominic were real or not, I'd rather not.
The day I wake up and see a drunk guy throwing his clothes around because he's got a case of the hots, oh my! redface talk2hand
And Dominic, he'd just be his mopey old self until Shadow's shenanigans get the better of him. lol

Iguanas are awesome~!
My iguana was trained to ride on peoples' shoulders, but sometimes she'd accidentally get out of the house and go up the neighbor's tree.
Imagine waking up to the fire department next door and everyone's like, "What's THAT THING!? That's not a cat!" emotion_0A0
Me: "OH MY GOD THAT'S MY IGUANA! BUBBLES!" *intense crying*
Tree was so tall, fire department's highest ladder couldn't reach, but when she got tired of being up in the tree, she'd come straight down and came back home.
Well-trained lizard. emotion_dealwithit

Every bird I've ever dealt with was a hassle - they're not an animal for me. x-x
Having to wear leather work gloves just to change their cuttlebone because they'd furiously try to bite me - not fun.

It may be sad that they are gone, but that doesn't mean they could be sad themselves.
My friend used to be on Gaia every day during middle school and high school, then somewhat in college; after that, he dropped off, because he got married to his high school girlfriend (who was also my friend, who also dropped off Gaia) and are doing very well with themselves.
It's even better because I helped my friend understand that she had feelings for him, when he wasn't getting the hints, so she shyly asked me to help. XD
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/12/2017 4:42 pm
Shadow Belmonte
I'm just not sure if I'd be able to create a Shadow and Dominic look-alike, as well as their cats, and I use cheats galore - no aging, money whenever (but that's because I build all over town.)
If only they'd let people have animal ears and tails, though... so I could make one other outfit from Gaia.

It's ironic how they think that the ABDL is worse than life-threatening drugs, and yet when one is mostly an indoors *ahem* activity, the other is being passed around everywhere, in schools even.

Self shame for those authors who treat problems as worse problems than they actually are.
Otherwise I'd say it's more like a collection of reference guides to helping oneself. XD

I agree with you - all this 'no one can do anything with you if you're not skinny' and 'if you're not skinny you could die tomorrow of X-related problems'.
...So, skinny people who suddenly die of a heart attack, that's... impossible? (Somehow I don't believe that.) rolleyes
Just the other day, our news channel was talking about 'Today is 'fat day' ' and the next day was 'skinny day' and I was like, "...could this get any more ridiculous?"
Apparently, despite all the health stuff and exercise joints, people have gained more weight than 20+ years ago, despite saying that a large percentage of the population has been losing weight.
I was labeled obese by 'scientific studies' on the news and I looked at myself and said, "And I fit into a size 8 pair of pants and a medium shirt? Why is the news encouraging anorexia by trying to force me to be a size zero and x-small shirt? I'm already skinny!" emotion_donotwant

Bullies always gonna pick on somebody for something, though; people want to get their kicks to make themselves feel good and superior.
Wow, calling an autistic person a bunhole is just insensitive.
People learn from each other, as you said.
Just because one person acts some way, doesn't mean they were born like that, doesn't mean they should all be shoved into some 'bad' group.

(I'm actually having trouble telling the difference between both songs. It's either a YouTube click-baiting thing, or someone posted the wrong name for the wrong song on a video.) x-x

Sounds like Luciano's comment on redefining stupidity is too true. emotion_facepalm

I owned a good-sized iguana when I was younger, but that was before the allergic reactions to furry animals.
Birds, ack - too noisy for me to handle, and they flap their wings and make me nervous, and when they fly around loose, I get screechy because I'm so not used to catching birds and dealing with them. emotion_0A0

Wow, never knew that about that site.
But I never knew what I was doing on that site anyhow; I'd just be listening to a song and somehow it'd favorite, and I'd go "No no no oh god no" and skip to the next, and instead of skipping to the next, it'd favorite another song that I didn't approve of and I'd go "oh god no it's getting worse! And where's the undo!? UNDO! UNDOOOO!!!" gonk

I don't ever really think about people who have left, otherwise, too many worries more than I need.
I just leave them a note saying if they want to add me back if they ever get online, then how to get in touch with me.
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/11/2017 4:49 pm
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Sad that I'm not a gamer, or sad about losers giving good people a bad name? XD

Wow, so what are the ups and downs?
I've been so curious to know about 4th Gen Sims games!

Yeah, at least people on websites are more chill than people in real life; some might not agree with you, but there are definitely more that one-sided views here! emotion_yatta
When I tried reading self-help books about various topics, I'd be like, "...um... you don't know me, so why are you telling me what to do?" and "...you just labeled something in me as a 'disease' that 'needs to be cured' - so... I'm going to put you back on the shelf."
If it doesn't help me understand something I don't already know something about, then it's not worth reading. talk2hand

Eh, well, I couldn't really agree that people with a big belly tend to be sweeter - I've met a few mean ones like that. x-x

Ah, so Luciano's business makes me think of Harry Chapin's song 'Cat's in the Cradle' - I love that song, and it's so true. crying

Justifies this story:
*Shadow took off with Dominic's wallet, so Dominic left the house to chase Shadow down, and left the cat, Captain, unattended. As he is a cat, he thought the gun was just a toy. Somehow, somewhere, a man was struck down... And the only witness was a cat who knows nothing... Or, does he...?* cat_ninja

Yep, it is their saliva, for the cats.
But as I have the same allergy toward dogs, I'm not really sure how that one is there, as dogs don't groom themselves like cats do.
If they did, it'd be very, very awkward. XD
*sees a dog with its back leg extended for a grooming session and it looks over at me*
Me: *pauses with concern, and backs away slowly* @-@'

*looked up my notes*
Nope, it was Last.FM that I was thinking of as the other site; I never use it because it's so confusing.
So I don't have a Spotify.

I think this Deeds' the one~! emotion_awesome

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Yeah, the owner of the BitF site had a medical issue awhile back and had to leave for some time, but they were also dealing with work and schooling, so I guess they just got busy.
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/10/2017 4:06 pm
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Well, one way to get art noticed: making it public.
I've even caught Pokemon that were named after users' YouTube account, to view their videos - weird, but catchy, and yes I tried to watch the videos but they were in other languages. sweatdrop
I'm the 'under 3 hours' gamer, and then it's put up for the next day / month / year +.
I agree, losers give honest people who actually put forth an effort a bad rep.

(So you know, I've had those games since I was like, 17.) rofl

I watched the clip on YouTube; it's cool, but I already have the tons of Sims games on my computer so I don't want any more games there, and I don't own a PS4, so no luck there, but it's fine.
Probably play it for two hours and not see it again until two years. x-x'

I don't think self-help books cure things, but I think they're just there to educate the reader and not leave them guessing so much.
(Such as: loved one finds a book to learn about their relative's complications and want to find a way to understand better.)
But I never read any self-help books because I'm usually drooling over monstrous antique dictionaries and foreign language books. sweatdrop
My school didn't have self-help books though, because they felt that it was something libraries and internet should offer as research (liability because of parents' actions kind of thing.)
Your teacher sounded like a t**t, apparently she couldn't listen to what you had to say and kicked you out regardless.
Like, my coworker and I could argue angrily about politics and religion, but after that, we laugh our heads off when we talk about television shows - we don't like each others' views, but I guess we can respect each other enough to continue hearing each other talk.
I've heard one thing: Skinny chefs aren't the best chefs.
To be honest, every time a good-sized chef cooked up a meal, it was always a perfect-sized plate and had the best-tasting flavors! emotion_drool
When I go to restaurants, they charge too much, and bring out these teeny little portions.
What are they feeding, birds? emotion_donotwant
I'm hardly a chef, but at least I can cook. emotion_facepalm

Such interesting things to read about Diego and Luciano, and I guess Myra, though I'd be like *Hiss!* cat_mad

Wow, Diego committed a murder? @_@
Even sneaky thief Shadow refuses to shoot bad guys with a gun. emotion_0A0
Maybe, collaborate with someone, or use a generator website?

I do know of them cats, but I have a pleather couch - claws would be the death of it - and I'm against declawing cats.
It's the touch; petting them, or them rubbing against me, makes me break out and get itchy, and it's because they're self-groomers. x-x

I'm not sure if I got a Spotify or not but I'll have to look into that sometime.

Well then~
Is this game anywhere? emotion_c8

That would be a double-win for that little arcade, and it definitely needs help. x-x'

The site hasn't updated in about a year.
The owner quit for awhile, came back, but I guess quit again - it's unclear.
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/10/2017 2:55 pm
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*Ugh I did it again
*needs to stop breaking the comments box emo

I like games that are simple to understand by themselves (comparing to Drakengard, which was based on a manga, so playing the game is really confusing.)

How about a site called:
Brawl in the Family?
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/10/2017 2:54 pm
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I noticed the PM and thanks, I'll try to read it now that I got time.  XD

I opened it and then had to go offline, though I tried to be back.

Your 'humans should be treated as humans, not cattle' comment - my first thought was ironically a joke on how that's a cannibal-deterrent. :rofl:
(Maybe that's a bad sense of humor on my part.)

Ah, I see.
When I'd see people playing MGS or whatever (no one I knew personally, but friends of family/friends of friends) they'd have food lying around on plates everywhere, and brag about how much time they'd spend on the game - 20+ hours, whatever - and some were like, "Well I don't even have a job so I don't have to quit playing."
...And they wondered why they were single and living with their parents. :talk2hand:

I don't think I pick unique games, I tend to just pick based on anime - DBZ, YuGiOh, InuYasha (though DDR and Castlevania are different.)

About the primal carnage game: ...I'd probably love it too much. :awesome:
When I was playing Drakengard, I would just fly above my enemies and fireball everyone to a crisp. XD

Yours sounds like a great name, I'm so jealous :0a0:

(Wait what annoying tropes are we talking about?)

I see what you are saying now about the titles, since you detail it further for me.
I am a nit-pick when it comes to reading self-help books - for real, it's something that my English teacher stuffed into my head and I don't know why it's still a bother.
Like, if I walked into a library and picked up (example: book on feeling better because of being overweight) and it has something like 'Does eating too much really make you happy?' then I'd be glad to put the book back.
If I feel like a book is implying that some part of me or my lifestyle is 'bad' or 'needs fixed' based on some 'norm' then I don't care - that author is probably at home doing the opposite of what they're writing and trying to shame me and place me in some sheeple category.
Does eating too much really make me happy? Yes, and I'll have some more. :donotwant:

Poor Diego, how can you have errors? :emo:
*gives Diego all the candy that Shadow stashed for V-Day* XD
(Sounds like an interesting story, though, and I don't know about anyone else, but I love cliffhangers. Such suspense! Idea-invoking! :awesome: )
I can totally agree with Luciano's way of thinking, and it's so true - people label others as monsters for next to no logical reason at all, when the person usually doesn't deserve it.
Sounds like it'd be a lot of work though; not everything is black-and-white.
What if there was blackmail and payments involved, or just raised to think that bad was the only way, or has to resort to bad to do good for others?
(Hopefully I'll remember to put a real instance of the *do bad to do good part)

If I wasn't highly allergic to kitties...
But, kitties~! :kirakira:

I love music as well~!
Do you have a Pandora account?
(I forget.)

So wait this drawing game, if I said 'giraffe' for a neck, and you said hippo for a head, is that what you mean?
Sounds like my kind of thing!
Like this dog x giraffe creature:
(which...definitely needs redone.) e.e'

I can agree with you on that content which I don't draw myself. XD

So cool that you and your sister are so close. :yatta:
I'm only acquaintances with a small portion of my sister's friends. :sweat:

There's only one mini arcade left in this town, and I'm surprised how it's even there.
The crane games are rigged to not grab anything, most games don't work, the air hockey table usually is broken / has stolen pieces, and... the games generally suck.
It's been there since I was a kid, and I don't think it's really been updated except for the DDR, which the mat might work if you weigh 300+ lbs. x-x'

I like games that are simple to understand by themselves (comparing to Drakengard, which w
Shadow Belmonte Report | 03/09/2017 4:07 pm
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*Sorry, I broke it, okay? emotion_0A0
But here is the rest:

Since I know nothing of the game and its characters, I wouldn't know anything about them and the game. sweatdrop

Yay, another Awkward Zombie lover! emotion_awesome
I have too many favorites, but I think my top favorite was the first one, Coin Battle, where money comes out of Link's head. lol


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