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Well before any of you read about me and learn about me there's something you all must know. In June i got into a sever car accident, and got brutally beaten up on the outside and the inside. The insides of me didn't seem bad but i have been doing a lot lately, and they have slowly been ripping/tearing open slowly making it where i'm internally bleeding... about 2 weeks ago i started coughing up blood but i didn't think to much of it really and as the days went by it slowly worsened. Monday July 28th i was talking to my friend bre, glo, jasmine, shenelle, natalie, and a few others and it didn't occur to me what was going to happen. everyone had to go except bre and glo. so i stayed and chatted with them for a little bit then explained to both of them. Glo had told me i should rest, or go to the hospital/ER. I told her i might go in a couple of days if i didn't see any improvement. Glo then had to leave and i explained to bre then i got me a sever bloody nose that lasted for 30 min. After i finally stopped it i was really dizzy and light headed. Bre was busy, but when she returned she told me i should "get my a** to the ER now!" and of course i truly didn't agree right away until my vision faded in and out. She had to leave and i was home alone, no cars, parents 2 hrs away, nearest hospital 14=1hr for how long it could truly take and the other was 30=2hrs at the latest to get here so i changed up a bit and sat outside in the shade with my phone. I had called bre and fell apart on the phone saying sorry for everything that happened, and that i hope i make it..... and then i heard sobbing and she said she had to go. well while the ambulences were on their way to my house to get me my mom, dad, and favorite cousin brad had pulled in and saw that i had blood on me and on my face by my lips. So they got me into the car and cancled the ambulences that were just getting out of the parking lot they were in. Sad it would have taken so long.... but see i have diabetes... type 1, and that doesn't help me at all because i was blacking out slowly. So when we arrived in the hospital parking lot my mom rushed in to get some help while my dad and cousin got out of the car to help me out. I stood up on my own and then collapsed... They caught me as i was told and i was rushed inside to the ER. From there i guess i was rushed in, and they began trying to stabelize me since i'm a diabetic and i went into a critical condition and i had slowly been slipping into a coma. about 4am in the morning my cousin said i slowly began pulling out of it all, and i was waking up by 5am. He had already contacted everyone as i left him a note telling him what to do while i'm in there, and what to do if i did die...... but... i'm still here for now. I got home at about 3pm on tuesday with lots of medication. I was supposed to just stay in the hospital but they said i needed surgery. That is going to be Friday August 1st at 11am. Now the chances of me living is 35% chance i'll die, and 65% chance i'll live. My diabetes is really what is screwing with me on all of this. It would have been a higher chance to live if i wasn't a diabetic but that won't ever change so i have to risk it. If i don't get the surgery i could die in a week, a month, a year, or even 30 years. It all depends on how bad it worsens over time.... so its like saying i could die at any given moment from either drowning in my own blood, losing to much blood and dieing, or blacking out and getting kill in a car accident, or in the middle of a street and smashing my head open. So i chose the surgery. Its risky i know it is..... but i have no other choice. I want to live to be with all of my closet and dearest friends, and so i can be with my family to. But most of all i want to live to be with my loved ones. They're the most important people in my life, and yes that includes my Girlfriend. It includes her instantly. But my cousin Brad will be keeping this profile, and everyone up to date what is, and has happened to me. so no matter what happens everyone i know and love.... you best stay strong for me! Stay strong, live a great life no matter what happens! I'll always be in your memories, and in your hearts! I love all of you my friends, and I especially love you my awesome Girlfriend! I mustn't say your name as you requested but when you read this you'll know i'm thinking of you! I'll never give up hope, and neither should any of you. Thanks for everything to everybody. I enjoyed all the good times. I'll treasure them as i have my surgery. So everyone be good while i'm gone, and if i am gone forever never forget me! I'll always be watching over you!
My name is Christopher James Blaine, but just call me Chris.
My birthday is March 19, 1992
I'm 16
I'm in a relationship, a very strong happy one
I live in the most unemployed state in the US Michigan. -.-
School sucks except for my friends.
I have a insane family, neighbors, boss, and life.
I'm with someone and enjoying it.
Letting go of things is like meeting death at times... but sometimes its all you can do to feel better.
I am a Pyro, and i love to light myself on fire. try it sometime. its fun. But i've let up on it for now, but i still got my fire skills! i've just been training and learning to fight and be stronger.
Drugs are stupid they only kill you faster, and i'll never do them.
I'm a diabetic and like lost 5-15 years of my life. WTF... hate it so much.
Needles are sharp, painful, and annoying. but it keeps me alive.
I'm very nice all the time unless someone totally pisses me off
I'll kick anyone's a** that hurts my friends and loved ones
Music is the bomb, and i'd die if music wasn't invented
I have had my heart emotionally ripped out, stepped on, kicked, shredded, shot, and burned severely to where i wanted to die.
I'm still here so the times i tried to die were a waste of time.
I can't die now because i made promises to people who are close to me, and i've done more for people that's helped them greatly. ^^
so where would all of them be if it wasn't for me?
Love has hurt me a lot... but i found love again and if anyone harms her i will rip off your face and eat it like a sandwich. she's done more for me then anyone else ever has, so you best watch it!
call me anything you want except normal. normal isn't real.
Someone has taken my heart, and she's holding onto it and taking good care of it, and i'm holding hers dearly as well.
She is freaking insane, crazy, awesome, a grand fighter, unique, strong, very nice, sweet, gentle and very loving.
Also i say she's uber cute even if she may say no.
When i say she's insane and crazy, its only cause she can be so random, but her randomness makes me sit here and aww all the time, and i love it!
I would tell you who she is but she told me not to let it out so yeah, i'm not gonna ignore what she said to do cause she's uber special to me. yes uber special.
There are others i love to, but like i said i've been claimed. so understand that if you try to steal me or something, she'll hurt you for it because she OWNS me, and i'm PROUD to be OWNED by HER.
Those others i love are my dearest friends.
I am actually going to complete a dream avatar. O.O
I can play music alright, but i need more practice... make that LOTS.
I go to a gym often to work out maybe or just to screw around, and challenge my friends to see who can lift the most.
Guitar Hero rocks, as well as DDR
I'm a game, and anime freak. DEAL WITH IT
I draw but i'm to lazy to post anymore pictures so ask me
I write poems a lot but also to lazy to post them all in my journal
I started a book but quit since i got bored and tired of it. i might start up again someday. dunno.
There's not much else to know.
WHO IN THIS WORLD OF OUR EYES
IN MARCH FIRST OPEN SHALL BE WISE
IN DAYS OF PERIL FIRM AND BRAVE
SHALL WEAR A BLOODSTONE TO THEIR GRAVE.
New Dream avi! whoot!
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