I am an 18 year old goth who is near graduation. most of all the friends around me know me by the nickname the antichrist. i have been known to be a poison among the people around me and unfortunately i have learned i am not aloud to be happy or with anyone and i am meant to live my life alone just the way i was born and i will go out most likely in the same way. i dont have a problem with people as long as they dont have a problem with me which now a days thats very hard to find. i love music and i love playing my guitars but right now im stuck in a rut and having a pain in the a** time learning songs with an out of tune guitar. i am currently single and have been looking for awhile now and the whole thing itself is killing me which rather sucks but im managing the best i can. i live only for that of my friends and now my dead older sister and my grandfather.