Words cannot even come to describe just how much of an impact you are in my life and what you have taught me. You showed me that not everyone on zOMG is a bunch of faggots. You showed me that there is such thing as best friends on this troll site. You showed me that people who are more sensible than that rest are actually here. Before, I was so scared of confiding into people. Telling them my secrets, my problems, and just wishing for them to be there. You’re that one person who showed me this. You’re that one person who I would do anything for. The one person who made me believe and have hope for love and happiness. Today is the day you finally saw my face. But in addition to that, you were there when I thought everything was going to go black. You watched me sniffle and cry like such a baby. You understood. You comforted me. And you probably made me the happiest person alive. I finally came home to something good. I came home to the thought of you, Jin, and Rip. I came home to love. I came home to people who care about me. When I logged on, when I saw the messages you and Jin left me, I was in tears again. Never in my entire life have I had a friend – no. Best friend like you or a lover like Jin. And I just hopped to stage two of crying. Where I was hiccupping, wailing, and just sobbing into a pillow.
You are the most amazing girl I have ever met in my entire life, Krista. I will literally do anything for you. I already do anyways. You worry about me. You love me. You care about me. I feel that I can finally die of happiness again. All the times we’ve skyped, I’ve come to recognize your voice. I mean geez, from time to time I hear your voice saying “ching chong” in the background. You’re amazing. You’re funny. You’re compassionate. You’re honest. And ******** man, you don’t take s**t from these zOMG whores/faggles for s**t. And know that I’m always here to back you up baby. You’ve seen me change. And I’m pretty sure you already know that I’m capable of changing. So if I do anything stupid, I’ll change just for you. I’ll do almost anything to make you happy.
Just kidding. I’ll do anything to make you happy. ♥
Nola / AKA Dissenter - Sunday, August 18, 2013. 10:20pm PST
P.S. I love you. ♥