A Retrospective
This page serves as a marker.
A point where I finally made the conscious decision to leave a black mark of my life behind me.
Its not that I didn't enjoy my time on Gaia, but this stage in my life, through my own actions, was a dark time. Its been a 6 year struggle since I was last fully active here. Looking around it looks like the place should be shut down and left for good by its developers.
I have doubts that anyone will see this message. But this serves as the last time I will do anything related to this site, or the stage of my life that its tied to.
Those who wish to find me know where to find me.
To the person I wronged, used, hurt, betrayed, you know who you are. No apology will ever make it right. The person who I will only refer to as "Zero". No matter what happens it is still my deepest desire to see, speak, and be with you again. But I know there is little chance of that ever happening. What I've done to you is unspeakable, and understand why you left, and why you've never reached out or responded.
Zero; the person who knew me the most intimately and personally, but who's relationship I abused and through my own actions destroyed. I'm sorry. I love you, and I hope you are well, wherever you are.
Through this posting I close this chapter of my life to begin anew.
A point where I finally made the conscious decision to leave a black mark of my life behind me.
Its not that I didn't enjoy my time on Gaia, but this stage in my life, through my own actions, was a dark time. Its been a 6 year struggle since I was last fully active here. Looking around it looks like the place should be shut down and left for good by its developers.
I have doubts that anyone will see this message. But this serves as the last time I will do anything related to this site, or the stage of my life that its tied to.
Those who wish to find me know where to find me.
To the person I wronged, used, hurt, betrayed, you know who you are. No apology will ever make it right. The person who I will only refer to as "Zero". No matter what happens it is still my deepest desire to see, speak, and be with you again. But I know there is little chance of that ever happening. What I've done to you is unspeakable, and understand why you left, and why you've never reached out or responded.
Zero; the person who knew me the most intimately and personally, but who's relationship I abused and through my own actions destroyed. I'm sorry. I love you, and I hope you are well, wherever you are.
Through this posting I close this chapter of my life to begin anew.