I am much more complicated that what can go here and I really have no idea what anybody thinks will be interesting enough about me to even want to read this.
Right now the focus of my life is on the people that I love and Painting. I am starting a new series of paintings about community. I have taken one aspect of the community I live in and am dissecting it through how I see it through others. Makes no sense? Well not to me much either, but that is how my mind works. I have a friend who has no idea of the power she represents, and one who questions everything in a way that makes the rest of us think. I have a friend who believes in taking care of the land and she seriously wants to find a way to feed the world. There is a person I love who is kind and generous and has the biggest heart I have ever come across. I want these senses of people, these wonderful things put down on canvas, because I cannot use words to say how I really feel about them, but I can paint them. There are a few who disrupt the flow of my life and they will be there too.
As corny as love is, I am so in love with the people in my life. They are so much to me. They see me through the tough times. They make my good times better. They have no idea how the simplicity of being with them fills my life. I am so tired of pain and anytime I can spend an afternoon with a smile on my face, I treasure it as well as the person I got to spend it with. They allow me to give to them. They let me know I am valued. I have a place, I am important to others and they are important to me. I laugh so much now, my heart is so light.
Does this tell you who I am? No, but it is where I am at right now.
I read a lot, have seen some great movies lately. I read tarot cards and I am spending my free time this summer knitting presents for Yule so that I can spend the winter on a larger project. Does that help? No? I collect crystals I like poetry, I never have enough time to listen to all the music I want. Does that help? No? So much changes every day. My favorite band today will not be it tomorrow. I love the likes of David Bowie and the Beatles, but I also am listening to the Kills new cd. Last month I could not get enough of my version of screammy yellie music, this month I am leaning toward the stuff that has a lot of meaning. Does that help? No? I drum, I like Mochas , I have smoothies for several meals every week, I like Star Trek better than Star Wars, I am not afraid of color and I adore my cats..