About

I am not your average kid, Some call me a guy, some call me a girl.It all depeneds apon how I feel during the day. Class after class guys all call me a guy so I really don't give a s**t. Call me what ever the hell you want but call my friend a name I'll kick your a** you got that!!!!!!

The names Alex.

True colors never show until you look twice.
Look twice at me becuase I might just hurt you.
Knives fall from my hands into blood of the dead.

Help me get my dream Avi.

I dress the way I dress becuase I am a tom boy, for those that don't know what that is it is where a girl rather wear, look, and act like a guy. I do not own a dress or skirt. I will not wear make up. If you don't like then you don't like me, so no point in buggin' the people that do like me.

Some think I smoke, when in fact I do not smoke, I have lived in it's shadows all my life. I have seen the effects of smoking first hand. So for those that might ask why then do I have the cig. it is in memory of the loved ones I have lost and the future loved ones I may some day lose to smoking.

When looking for something sad, the saddest thing is right under your nose. A wind that howls a sad tune is not a wind you wish to follow. Yet I find myself looking to that wind for comfort for everything I have lost has never pushed me to the brink of death where I must save someone around me to realize it is I that needs saving.

Your Values Profile



Loyalty:

You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!

Honesty:

You value honesty highly.
You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy.
For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others.
People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it.

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

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Your Element Is Air



You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

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You Are The Hanging Man



You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity.
You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying.
Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end.
You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit.

Your fortune:

Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation.
You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them.
You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life.
Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

What Tarot Card Are You?

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rider

so softly spoken rider
the first of whom did meet
under that strong exterior
is one thats soft and sweet

always there to lend a hand
through different times we have to speak
your sorrow tattooed on your back
your life is etched in ink

my crow, a gift from you
has made my time
a time I felt welcome
your thoughts, sublime.

there is no doubt, the cards been dealt
has brought you pain, been so heartfelt
the rollercoaster, the ups and downs
the subtlest smiles, the subtlest frowns

your journey shall not always be alone
for if you raise a hand
i know that you would do for me
rider, from another land
Ghost
(A poem a friend wrote for me)