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    xxxxxxHey~ Before you read anything else, I hope you read this small piece of information. I'm telling you this in case you don't understand why I do what I do, I don't mean to be rude if I seem like it. I don't mean to be annoying if I seem like it. Just hear me out. I'm autistic. I'm some what bi-polar. I have A.D.D. I have sensory // auditory difficulties. I have OCD, anxiety, depression, etc. I have fears just like anyone else, including the fear of being forgotten, left behind, or unwanted. There are many more things I can say I have, but of course you don't want the whole list lol. All this means I'm sensitive in one way, some ways more than others. " I'm different, but not less. " - Temple Grandin
    xxxxxxRecently, I was hacked, friends deleted, zomg rings salvaged, then banned for no reason, recently un-banned. All I really want right now is some help, or someone to talk to, that's all I'm really asking for.
    First off, I'm
    18 so don't treat me like a child. Secondly, I am indeed a ƒємαℓє, therefore I do have b***h issues and I do have my period and yes, a backbone. Lastly, you don't need to know where I live, what I wear, etc etc but I will tell you that you may call me ℓιℓ, hence the username.
    If you ever want to know something else about me, don't be afraid to ask. I'm really actually not a b***h, I've just been hurt so many times before that I don't let my really let walls down. I require patience and time, understanding and a lot of repeating since my memory isn't worth jack s**t. Feel free to comment on my page, it's one of the best ways for me to communicate with you. If you need do trade // add // message or anything like that, just look up my username and it'll show up under the arrow.

    Things you need to know:
    1.) I seem happy all the time. But I'm not.
    2.) I am protective of my friends and family.
    3.) Don't be a hypocrite okay? Thanks.
    4.) Be nice to me and I'll be nice to you.
    5.) I may seem innocent but I'm not.
    6.) Don't be a know it all. Trust me. You DON'T know it all.
    7.) Don't yell at me just because I don't understand something.
    8.) My brain does not work as fast as you want it to.
    9.) Yes I have attitude. You should know that by now.
    10.) Go ahead and break my trust. You most likely won't get it back.
    11.) Please please please have patience with me.
    12.) I'm actually very pleasant. Don't let these things fool you.
    13.) Once I am close to you, I will never leave if you don't want me to.
    14.) Do not lie to me. I will figure it out.
    15.) I wish that I could take back some things I did.
    16.) I am weird. Plain and simple.
    17.) I am vicious yet inspiring. Get to know me.
    18.) I'm still finding things out about myself yet.

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xxxxxxI'm so glad to have you by my side. You made me who I am today. I can't thank you enough for not leaving me, and believing in me. I know I can be irritating and annoying, aren't we all? LOL. But I want you to know that I appreciate you more than anything, you've helped me grow, and for that I cannot thank you enough.



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