I've been wanting to change my playlist on my profile, but for whatever reason, Grooveshark's website has been a bit messed up for me lately, and it won't play on my profile, for whatever reason.
But the coworker, she's rich and doesn't have to work, she just does it because she wants money to herself, but she claims she isn't rich at all - yet every year, she goes on several vacations, goes to multiple family gatherings in and out of State, buys tons of presents for her family, has her own car, has a pool, and a huge house.
Me and another coworker were invited to her house, and the girl I was with said "You're rich," and the coworker was like "I'm not rich."
I was like "You live in a house. The only house I lived in, my bedroom did not have walls, and the basement was in several feet of water, and had no working electricity."
But it's the truth, my bedroom was upstairs in an unfinished very old house, so the floors of connecting 'rooms' were bare wood, my carpet was put in by my stepfather, and I only had wooden support beams for walls.
Other than that, I've lived in apartments most of my life, except for a trailer, several homeless shelters, vehicles and whatever other place we got to stay in.
She's just the type that is very nosey, and she'll try to dig information out of you by 'just wondering' questions, that she then gossips about to other coworkers, and tries to change everyone.
It's just really rude and really wrong, she's fifty-six, and it's sad that she'll stand there and tell a person she is their best friend and then gossip personal information to another person that hates the 'friend'.
But so you know, I've never been in a relationship.
After my fighting with my cousin, and then fighting with my family, and then being ignored by other members of the family and my so-called friends all ignoring me, I'm not much of a people-person.
If someone wants to try to tell me to change my way, they witness a person that can go from being very kind to snapping heads in two seconds.
I've dealt with people like that in my family, and if some stranger thinks they know me, it's time for them to take two steps back and walk away quickly.
I'll be kind, but if they want to press me, then that's when the gloves come off and then I start turning people against themselves.
Of course it bothers me when I have to snap at them, so I generally don't like to get to that level and I walk away to avoid them.
But sometimes people will still want to press, thinking it's funny and cute, but when I point out all of their faults, their mistakes, their wrongdoings towards others and their own silly behavior, then they realize I'm not an easy one to mess with.
Also, I might be small in appearance and timid, but that's one thing people mistake about me - I don't pick fights and I don't like fighting, so I try avoiding it; but when placed in that situation, I'm much stronger than people realize, I do know some self-defense moves, and I've had to stand up in an outnumbered fight before on my own; one time a gang of kids from about 10-16 years of age came to beat up my two cousins, my little boy cousin was afraid because he was only ten and about 90 pounds, so I had him in a corner behind me.
I was seventeen, so there wasn't any difference between me and them in age, and then a whole group of them thought they'd come at me; the lead girl decided to try grabbing me by the front of my shirt, and I just slammed her with a hard slap of my palm, almost gave her whiplash probably.
The girl was just stunned and everyone beside her backed off, and it was great to me because they all quickly hurried away instead of wanting to fight me, since I didn't want to fight them.
So I do know how to stand up for myself, it's just that people think I don't know how to.
Usually I just want to get away from people, so I go out on my own and observe nature.
I go to the creeks and see if any paths are eroded, see how deep the river is, see what all got