Living is suicide. We are born, and from that moment on we slowly start dying. It doesn't matter when you finally die, the fact is, you are dying at this moment.
One day I will run away with the world.
I am a depressed individual who has given up hope of her dreams. I life day by day just trying to get by. Some days are worse than others, some better.
I'm often defined as being strong, kind, generous, funny. I can't see what people see, and it makes it difficult to believe. I define myself as overweight, sad, broken, angry, boring.
I'm 24, wouldn't you know? 4'11" and chubby. I hardly go outside, and I love to read. Sushi is my absolute favorite thing to eat if I can spend the money, and I spend my day sitting in my underwear. I have friends of all kinds: religious backgrounds and sexual orientations.
It doesn't matter that I'm a Satanist, what I do in my spare time, what I think. I seldom let my lifestyle ruin my chances at a potential friendship, although I do have a problem with being close to people.
Being friends with me takes time. Being friends with me is difficult. I am not always happy, and I have horrible days. I get up every day though, and I'm living, although hardly alive.
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we shall both check into one and live there
until those loony tune doctors can fix us lol (so we will be there forever no?)
We will have so many doctors interested in us and how ******** up we are
as long as I can have internet access we will be fine
but if not I'll just go lay in the corner and wait to die gonk
I'm almost positive I am to broken to function with real people
I can't even go shopping by myself how ******** sad is that?
and I have no ******** idea why I have a fear of people I know I may seem like a social butterfly here
but it's like I am a ghost in real life just passing by seeing everyone happy and in these wonderful relationships and friendships
I'm jealous but at the same time I know I am my biggest enemy I am the reason I don't have any of these things in real life
Pm me? o -o
Yes s**t is rough right now but so many people care about you and love you
and if you are a hurricane I am a tsunami yea a tsunami sounds about right
*hugs* im sorry your meds are stupid and life sucks donkey nuts right now, but know that I am always there for you.
besides, I have this thing where i dont find sex pleasurable at all so :3 your better off then me already n_n
*loves on* just eat a lot of chocolate and cuddle with your kitties and be excited for your phone!
I have issues with med
Most make me really sick
so I don't take them because of the side effects