Lils, I am really happy i can still contact you... But i still want you back on gaia. Don't you realize how many people and how many of your friends really needs you? or want you? or miss you? Because they admire you. And so do i <3 Lils, you have started with me, when we were both noobs. And you were my first wifey (BestCloseFriend) i ever had. Your the only one <3 and i miss how you were on towns and all i do from the moment i see you, Ill shout and say " LILSS <3" and you're like "ROWAN !" and it makes me happy to see you everytime we meet in towns. Remember when you called me stupid and freak and all those dumb names like we met the first time and i was just making you laugh xDDD and when we always meet, we sometimes just hug together and i say "Fap" and you say "Rub" =w= and you ... me ... get preggy.. o-o LOL as joking and you're like 'ROWAN, MOAN" XDDDD... and all that. Then there are times when you are so mean to me and you make it as a joke and i thought you were serious, so i tried to do the same thing... and in the end, i got you back XDDDD It was hilarious. I mean, it was the best... all those memories we have had on gaia since we started as noobs. You also always do that face " -u-" And everytime i look at it, i just smile ... i mean liek this " -w-" XDDD Lol. Then when your birthday was coming up, i wanted to do something.. i mean having a good bestfriend like you... is really something special so i had to gift you something that is special. SO what i did... i just Made a video for you.. (singing) But apparently, i cant really sing very well so ill just lip singing XDDDDDD But yeah, you know what i mean wink and when i sent you the video that was called "My Beautiful Target" i was glad you really liked it. And i was actually more happy because you were happy and didnt really wanted yto share it to anyone and i didnt either. We get along very well sometimes and im proud that was just love each other in some kind of good way. But if i was older....... (B) you know...e.e I would actually date you XDDD idk why... but i didnt wanted to do that , so thats why i just married you instead LOL.. And im happy to be your first husband XDD and even though sometimes you see me with a another girl, you get jellllly ~ wink) and say " ROWAN, ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?" D:< XDDDD and im like NOOOOOOOOOOOOO XD and you do it aswell because i get jealous when your with anotther guy XDDDD But anyway, you sent me this song called "Nameless Story" and when i listened to it, it was touching :') and i wanted to downlaod it XDDD so when i listened to it the next day, i was thinking about you ... and i wanted to see you .___. but nek minut, you came to 1023 8 barton and i saw you and i was so happpy XDDDDDDDDD "LILLLSSS BBY <3" XDDDD and i was jsut amazed. :') Well i still listen to that song <3 I guess i should stop and making this longer to read... <_>... sorry but yea, i just wished you came back...ill just be forever happy <3 Bless you Lils, Take care, Dont worry , Be happy XD, SMILE biggrinDDDDD, Faaap =w=, -moans-, ... *cries*... And Thank you Lilian, For Everything. I Love You. heart
You know what. I'm done sitting around waiting for some random dude to accept me into his "family" If he wants to fine. If not ******** it. I plan on being the greatest me I can be with or without you people.