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Mikayla is as her username says. She took her own life after her brother died nearly a month ago. I am sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but it is the truth. To those of you who wish to know, she killed herself on the 18th of December 2009. She lived a short life.

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sexy bunniie

Report | 02/15/2010 12:13 pm

sexy bunniie

this is a lie.... kayla is my cuzin... she hasent died.. this person hacked her.... she is perfectly fine!
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 02/13/2010 11:17 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

for the past two months everytime school had a moment of silence i thought about her... hopefully she can hear me...
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 02/03/2010 8:37 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

hey... can you take a picture of her grave for me? i went and looked for it in the san francisco graves but couldnt find her...
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/06/2010 1:35 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

and thanks for relaying the message to her, i was recently in san francisco... if you contacted me earlier I would've been able to go see her grave...
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/06/2010 1:26 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

For Mikayla

Today was crazy
It was fun
It was interesting
It was amazing
It was incredible

I had the time of my life with you
I had to much fun that I'll need for awhile
I wish everyday was like this
Because everyday should be like this

We ran in the rain together
I almost slipped >.<
We laughed together
At me almost slipping
I never really seen the thunder
Because you were my clouds

If you weren't there I've would've been rained on
But luckily I was there to be the sun so you don't get rained on
We danced and sang in the rain
We choked and talked, non stop at the restaurant

But today was special because
Because I spent it with you
Because the reason I was slipping because I was looking at you
Because when the rain came down hard I was over you
Because You couldn't stop thinking about me, like I was about you

Today was amazing
It was the best in my life
While I'm here in bed with you
Your smiling in your dreams
And even though I don't know
I know your thinkin about me
Thinkin about us
Like I am about you
Today is amazing
Because I spent it with you babii

The first time me and her met it was amazing... so warm and heartfelt, so crazy, inspiring, untouchable... I fell in love... and I couldn't stop to even think about her leaving me... she was my heart, my soul, my mind... my life... until that day when I betrayed her... and left her... I wanted her back.. I didn't mean to do what I did... and she couldn't help but push me away... If only I didn't do what I did... right now I would've been able to save her from this... she was my everything and she left me... I'm going to do what she would've told me... and live out my life... but I hoped that she would've lived it out with me...

I love you Mikayla, Hope heaven is always what you wanted, even though you weren't religious, I hope it's filled with candy and popcorn...

Jonathan Lim

Your stupid, heartless, loving, ex boy friend
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/02/2010 8:25 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

its okay its actually good that you told me... and yuh i want to leave a message but ill tell you it later i want to kinda leave like sumfin long for her a poem... one last poem for her... i used to write poetry for her but i dunno if she evr got any of them ill just write one last thing for her but not now im knda shocked and stuff ill write one later
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/02/2010 8:19 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

holy s**t... thats not good at all... wow... uhh ill talk to you about this later i have to think about this...
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/02/2010 8:09 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

danmnit can you tell me wat happened to her brother and how she killed herself?
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/02/2010 7:51 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

its basically your second life its like facebook and myspace put onto a whole new level and if she didnt kill herself she couldve lived out that second life but its okay she also told me about her medical problems
x-_Loving Demon_-x

Report | 01/02/2010 7:43 pm

x-_Loving Demon_-x

do you have a call phone or sumfin so i can jsut text you vuz i wont hav internet on the mountains im in the road back to texas from california, the number is 325-330-3055 and this george do you know about second life? if hez from sl wat was his character name?

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