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DoubleIift Report | 08/21/2014 1:03 am
I plan on texting you more often starting now, so this definitely won't be the last time you'll hear from me. In fact, I miss speaking with you on Gaia, and now that I have a little bit more free time I'd love to start talking as much as we used to. I've still got lots to tell you. I'm just working on how I should say it because damn do I suck with words, lol. Thank you so much for being understanding because it means the world to me.

I told a friend of mine that you were a major part of the reason why I still play Gaia. I look to see if you're online literally every time I log on. Dunno if you knew that or not.
DoubleIift Report | 08/17/2014 7:22 pm
So I wrote up this super long, detailed explanation as to what I've been up to, but Gaia decided to eat it. I'm gonna try to make this version shorter to save you from having to read a bunch of unnecessary bullshit. I quit my job due to harassment issues with a certain manager (which I'll explain to you at a later time), I've got several good potential jobs already lined up, and I've been playing more video games than I think the average person should. I mean, I seriously think it's starting to have an impact on my health right now. My OCD has returned as well as my insomnia, and I think I've even become a tad bit depressed since I haven't been working for a few days now.

Money is extremely tight with everyone in my life right now, so I'm just trying to get by. Thankfully I have the kindest mother in the world, so there's that. Usually I have a Gaia tab open, but half the time I don't even notice my comments because I somehow turned notifications off. They're back on now, and if you ever wanna talk you can always shoot me a text message. I can't guarantee that I won't be playing League constantly, but I promise I'll get in touch with you more quickly now that I don't have a job.

I'm really hoping the quality of my life starts improving soon because the one good thing is that I quit smoking. Drawing and video games have become my only outlet. Sadly, I still do not have my new tablet (which is a shame because that means I'd be on Gaia constantly trying to make some quick gold). Living off of tea and instant noodles isn't so bad, but I know I can do better. My mom also helps me out with necessities more than I'm willing to admit... because I'm quite ashamed of it for a 22-year-old still living with her mother.

I feel... despondent, yet sometimes I'm elated. I don't understand my moods half the time, but the majority of the time it's just me feeling like I can't do anything properly. This song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_0d01XbXg0 is exactly how I feel at present. I miss talking to people... I'm distant, I'm scared, and I'm afraid to open up because I'm too busy sheltering myself and playing video games to even try. Video games make more sense to me when people don't, so I turn to that for comfort a lot.

I'm sorry if it feels as if I've been ignoring you because, believe me, you're not the only one who feels that way. In fact, I was surprised you weren't mad, or still cared enough about me to drop a comment. That... was very kind of you. I think I needed that right now. I feel like I shouldn't be complaining because I've got it so much better than a lot of people, but I need an outlet.

Anyways, thanks for listening. This is actually the shortened version believe it or not. Haha. Text me? Take care, Heather.

PS: Sorry if there's a buncha typos. I don't feel like rereading this, and I just went on a huge rant without much thought.
CIickMe Report | 08/12/2014 7:50 pm
I never really even got to be friends with Kadence, there was never a chance to </3
CIickMe Report | 08/12/2014 7:48 pm
I don't really think that so much. I can understand you feeling that way though :c
CIickMe Report | 08/12/2014 7:24 pm
Well you're still better than Kadence at least you reply :l lol
CIickMe Report | 08/12/2014 6:55 pm
same old same old xD just figured I'd say hi since you are STILL TOO SHY TO TALK TO ME </3
CIickMe Report | 08/12/2014 9:56 am
how are you bby c:
Vulpir Report | 08/06/2014 9:56 am
Nice Avi
CIickMe Report | 07/30/2014 5:22 pm
Oops you changed to morbid? XD
CIickMe Report | 07/30/2014 5:06 pm
obby yes please heart heart heart
 

Kyouu Doru

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Registered: 01/01/2009

Birthday: 09/22

About the Lady. <3

Doru / Heather / 18 / College / Maine / Pansexual / Taken / Wiccan / Virgo / INFJ

Likes : Singing, Music, Drawing, Writing, Outdoors, Animals, Cats, Psychology, Food, Video Games, Anime, Reading, Myself, My Friends, Flirting, Good Smelling People

Dislikes : Terribly Improper Grammar, Rude and Ungrateful People, Being Asked for Donations, ******** Assholes, Being Sick a Lot, Wix Profiles, Seafood

If you would like to be my friend, feel free to send an invite, but please do talk to me. If I can't remember you eventually, I will delete you.

Thank you. <3
 
 
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