"If you can't see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror, look a little closer, stare a little harder, because there's something inside you that made you keep trying despite everyone that told you to quit." -Shane Koyczan
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"I'm pretty, but i'm not beautiful. I sin, but i'm not the devil. I'm good, but i'm not an angel." -Marilyn Monroe
Hello, this is "Kuma's" Boyfriend. If you are reading this you have discovered the most warm kindhearted person I know she has kept me from killing myself numerous times and I could never repay her for that. She brings a warmth to my heart every time I stare into her eyes. She is the kind of person who you know could change your world if you only let her she can bring a joy to you that you've never felt. Though i'm truly sorry she has to deal with me but somehow her light shines through, she deals with my depression no she cares for it and nurtures it back into emotions of joy that I have never felt. Even with all the problems she has going on with her family she still cares for me. She is the person who can show a smile even when she feels no joy no excitement she does that to give you a little bit a warmth into your heart for the day. Every time she does this I see only the heavens in her eyes something that with in the tens of thousands of people I have met I have not seen in any of them. But with those eyes she can bring you into a state of blissful rejoice that you are alive and you are here with her. So Little bear please remember I love you more than I love myself, I need you because I love you. You are a flame in my heart that burns brighter than I Know how to handle, and it always keeps me warm.