Hello. If you want to know anything about me you can ask I guess, but I'm not very interesting. I keep to myself and don't say much in general.


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Dark Star Troia Report | 05/16/2017 8:28 pm
Dark Star Troia
It's no fun losing friends. I lost a lot when zOMG went down. sad
They haven't come back yet....well some haven't. 2 did, which was nice.
For some, it's getting close to their accounts being deactivated...per the 6-year limit.

I will send a PM along soon. smile
Shappire Report | 05/16/2017 4:41 pm
Sorry to hear that. Hopefully it gets better. sad
I know how that can be though, been there.
Have you been trying different things to see if anything helps?
I remember you mentioning you were but didnt know if that was a continuous thing ectera.
I have been alright.
The only new thing really is that I am no longer with my significant other of 8 years about the only thing that happened really...
I'm with someone else now; I am happier, but meh. Its a long distance thing so who knows, haha.
Besides that, not much new with me.
Still working, school somewhat, and then this new person so thats always interesting.
Ive a busy weekend kind of, weather is suppose to be nice, very hot though this week too. How about where you are at?
Dark Star Troia Report | 05/15/2017 6:22 pm
Dark Star Troia
Yay! ^_^ I will send you PM's. Thank you! *hugs*
Dark Star Troia Report | 05/14/2017 6:45 pm
Dark Star Troia
Please don't leave. I can't talk to you any other way really. sad
I don't want to lose a friend.
Shappire Report | 05/09/2017 10:48 am
Sorry about your status. I know what you mean, rarely here myself. haha.

Anyway, hows everything? smile
iWillBiteYuh Report | 04/30/2017 3:30 pm
Dark Star Troia Report | 04/26/2017 9:58 pm
Dark Star Troia
Thanks! I was bummed out because one of my club mods for my club on another website left the club.
She sent me a message on there but didn't wait for me to respond.

Why are you down?
Inspirae Hearts Report | 04/20/2017 8:00 pm
Inspirae Hearts
woof ^-^
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Anikacy Report | 04/20/2017 4:03 am
Lol its something!

Don't give up when you try new things. Be persistent and resilent. You got this. I get where you're comming from though. I used to think like that when I was still learning guitar. Used to have this mindset of theres a million guitar players out there, and whats the point? Its like that I guess during the process of learning new things, but I only realized when I was older that everyone learns and walks in their own pace. Learning isnt a race or a contest despite the fact thats how it feels like at times.


Oooh I've heard of Disperse, but I never actually fully listened to them. No wonder I loved the solo. Jakub Zytecki is amazing. Have you heard his solo album outside of Disperse? It's one of my favorites xD
Anikacy Report | 04/20/2017 1:57 am
You know a part of why which I felt everything was insignificant was due to the fact that I had a genuine intrest in almost everything. I like to write, to paint, draw, make music. I liked learning about sciences, maths and history. At times I find myself randomly watching a random video like on how Airline buget and ticketing works and find it fascinating. Its this inherit curiosity and in a way also a craving, that made things feel pointless as I didn't know what to do with myself. I entered college doing an environmental science major due to the fact that it was my best friend's choice and me and my indecisve self couldnt figure out what I want in my life. You read how that ended up. I think indecisiveness as well as escapism can bring out hoplessness. And if you're godless like me, you'll find that nihlism is a pretty sweet but toxic philosophy.

I hope you find the cause of why your life feels redundant, and I hope that you can turn it around as I have. Indecisiveness was my bane, so now I'm focusing on being a full time musician, despite the family egging me to get a real degree and job. If familial pressures is a thing for you, then you have to understand that it's your life and not theirs and in the end you get to decide on who and what you want to be.

Sorry for the long rambling post here on the comments, The journal comment system is trash and won't notify you if I wrote a comment back on the entry.


Nice profile music btw that guitar solo in the end was heart , if you don't mind me asking whats the song and artist, and which album its from?