I'm a ball of sunshine on the outside, but completely different on the inside. (It might make you run for your life)
Hurt an animal and it takes every fiber in my being not to hunt you down and kill you slow and painful. I love hearing screams of pain and fear! Yes, I have been to many doctors, but my body reacts rather badly to meds so I can't take them. Score one for me. The last one I was on nearly killed me, it almost stopped my heart. I guess you could say I'm not right in the head because my mom would take the stress she got from work home with her. So she would hit my brothers and then when I came around I was also hit. My 2nd oldest brother is older than me by 13 to 14 yrs. I was an oops child. When my brother was in 3rd grade he spent some time in a ward because he couldn't take my mom's beating very well. He is still the weakest of all 3 children. The bad thing is my mom forgets anything traumatizing so she as no memory of it. Another funny thing about my family is my oldest brother, the first born, is gay & my parents have accepted that, but I'm bi and they tell I need to quit joking around. I guess it's from the fact that both my brothers are 35 & 33 & me being the only girl at the age of 19 I am their only hope for grandkids. Well, anyway enough about my family, about me. I am studying to be a massage therapist, but I'm also a writer, and my biggest dream is to raise a wolf pack. Why you might ask would I want to raise a wolf pack is because my spirit is a wolf. Such as those who I consider family even if we're no related I think of them as pack family & believe it or not it's up to you sometimes I have urges to howl. I will also growl or snarl if I'm angry or feel threaten.