I'm still troubled...
I wish that you could get inside your girlfriend's head and figure out what was actually the problem.
I don't mean to dig up dirt... I just know that for me, even if I'm not attracted to someone anymore I still wonder what made it go bad. And not the explanation someone who doesn't want to seem vulnerable will give... More or less a Flirty answer... Where it gets in depth enough for you to understand their intentions as well as their attempts or lack of to hide it correctly with words.
Two years, maybe even three is a long enough time to want to get an answer that can let you either lose the shovel or become a necromancer....
I want you to be happy... But I also want you to really know.
this guy i don't know what id do with out this kid