* Age: 1986, i don't wanna think about it
* Hair Color: Brown
* Eye color: Blue
* Astrological Sign: Gemini
* Zodiac Animal: Tiger
* Race in FFXI: Mithra (ironic huh?)
* Race in FFXIV: Miqote (two for two)
* Member Since: 02/22/2004
* Dating a fluffy kitty named Rei :3
living in the midwest is boring and often discouraging..
being surrounded by closed minded people who only see two feet in front of themselves..
it can be unnerving when you're somewhat Buddhist and feel a little guilty for just killing bugs..
but during the summer when i smell the warm moist air and hear the rumble of thunder under the patter of rain on the pavement..
i couldnt wish to be anywhere else..
old relationships are not something to dwell on every day for the rest of your life...
ultimately even the bad experiences have taught you good things...
take the good and spread it around like butter on toast so that everyone may benefit from what you have learned from what you have gone through...
and do not regret... regret is a waste of energy...
[mushy stuff here]
freed me from the captivity of normalcy
I will never forget the ones who have showed me that i am worth more than what i can simply do for people in service.. you know who you are.
you've all been great friends and more to me ^^
you've all shown me what I didn't ever think would happen could happen..
maybe someday I'll see each of you again, under good circumstances, where we can all laugh and share stories again..
I have been around Gaia longer than my User Id leads you to believe as my original account Kinsai-chan was banned for botting..
this is why i wear _Banned in my username.. as a reminder to myself that i made a mistake that I myself am solely responsible for..
these days I'm just touching base once in awhile without getting completely enveloped in what Gaia has become...
and Gaia holds many memories for me...
(most of which I should just put past me)
though.. I've moved past Gaia..
since Its a game that's based on materialism...
though being a pretty weak Buddhist myself... I'm pretty damn materialistic
that said there is more to life than materialism...
<- I find this attractive and preferable to the stereotype
every time a girl loses weight to peer pressure i die a little inside -.-
society in general kills a person's self esteem if they do not meet a certain criteria...
(which is BS and shouldn't be true)
That being said I do believe that body diversity needs to be more widely recognized...
in my reality (i reject your reality and substitute my own!) I believe that everyone has a personality and an appearance
the two are not inseparable, on the internet they are separated constantly...
the internet is where you can let your ghost run free and you can be who you aren't in the physical world...
one can only be judged by their appearance after having been judged by their personality..
and then only sparingly... (why did i launch into a lecture? )
and only sometimes can be judged the other way 'round
CSS profile quilts used to be a thing
Yeah, my quilt has gotten smaller, what with broken links and all..
but feel free to add me to your quilt if you like, and if you send me the code for your piece i'll add yours too. ^^
Be the change that you wish to see in the world
be the change that you wish to see in the world