* Age: 22 I'm old and crusty ;_;
* Sex: Male
* Astrological Sign: Gemini
* Hair Color: Brown
* Eye color: Blue
* Zodiac Year: Tiger >:3
* Race in FFXI: Mithra <3 (ironic huh?)
* Member Since: 02/22/2004
* Dating a fluffy kitty named tyannawalker :3

living in the midwest is boring and often discouraging..
being surrounded by republican bible beaters..
it can be unnerving when you're somewhat buddhist and against killing bugs..

but during the summer when i smell the warm moist air and hear the rumble of thunder under the patter of rain on the pavement..
i couldnt wish to be anywhere else.. smilies/icon_heart.gif

I once loved twice beffore, and thrice again my heart has been taken by tyannawalker..
I do love her, she found me when i was completely disillusioned to the possibility of love..
but she showed me i could love again without fear..
and love i will hold in my heart once again..

I will never forget the ones who have showed me that i am worth more than what i can simply do for people in service..
and Rachel
(bah, i just used your first names, nobody will REALLY know who you are unless i told them! hah!)
you've all been great friends and more to me ^^
you've all shown me what i didnt ever think would happen could happen..
maybe someday i'll see each of you again, under good circumstances, where we can all laugh and share stories again..

I have been around gaia longer than my User Id leads you to believe as my original account Kinsai-chan was banned for botting..
this is why i wear _Banned in my username.. as a reminder to myself that i made a mistake that i myself am solely responsible for..

these days im not much of a regular anymore.. (not sure about this since zomg came out)
and gaia holds many memories for me..
though.. i've grown past gaia.. Its a game thats based on materialism.. (again not sure about this line, lawl)

there is more to life than materialism..

namely.. love..

in addition..
<- I find this attractive and prefferable to the steriotype smilies/icon_razz.gif
everytime a girl loses weight to peer pressure i die a little inside -.-
society in general kills a person's self esteem if they do not meet a certain criteria..
(which is BS and shouldnt be true)
in my reality (i reject your reality and substitute my own!) I believe that everyone has a personality and an appearance..
one can only be judged by the appearance after having been judged by their personality.. and only sometimes can be judged the other way 'round
IE: that guy sneaking up on you from behind with a knife..
(you totally turned around didnt you? XD)

The CSS profile quilt:
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Yeah, my quilt has gotten smaller, what with broken links and all..
but feel free to add me to your quilt if you like, and if you send me the code for your piece i'll add yours too. ^^

My Piece:

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Old about me shiz:

I am currently single but I just got let go from a romantic relationship..
we were going through tough times..
she left home for college 350 miles away..
and realised that our beliefs were too different.. and she didnt want to let her beliefs be compromised by my presence in her life..
so she let me go..
I loved her dearly..
I'm the sappy type..



Be the change that you wish to see in the world
-Mohandas Gandhi



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Report | 06/19/2011 6:08 am


Happy Birthday!

Report | 04/03/2011 7:57 pm


Nice-looking avatar.
king of fist

Report | 10/22/2010 12:09 pm

king of fist

thanks for buying

Report | 09/15/2010 12:34 pm


o. hai! ninja

Report | 06/19/2010 1:05 am


Happy Birthday <3
Jeen Darkcat

Report | 02/10/2010 5:53 pm

Jeen Darkcat

want a laugh? look at this form "You know you suck at Zelda when... (Yeah, we suck.) "
its great.

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Report | 08/29/2009 4:03 am


Thank you for your purchase! biggrin


be the change that you wish to see in the world