And here we have the optimist, nearly the last of its kind
: scrounging about in the darkness, making food of scraps of light..
"If you want to work on your art, work on your life" -Chekhov
Is it actually possible to be a cynical optimist?
God, wait, I'm supposed to type something about me here. I always get idea's for this but as soon as I go to my about me section I forget, so why the hell am I typing? Because I'm sick of forgetting. Forget it, I'm winging it.
Oh yeah. I'm a GIRL. That means yes! I am a girl that likes to play video games. A lot of video games. There's a list further on.
Honestly, I don't understand my own gender. Why not say whats on your mind? Why do they beat around the bush? Why do they act like they aren't sad or upset when they obviously are? Why do they wish when talking to guys that the guy would just guess already, or say what they want, when obviously the guy isn't cause HE CAN'T FREAKING READ YOUR MIND. Then get mad at him for it. What the hell?
And COME ON! A new video game, or a session of pwning, is important! It really is. Pride and dignity is on the line, do you really want your guy to be in a bad mood because you got upset that he wouldn't call/text/talk right away? Its so bad, my friends get upset with me like we're in some kind of relationship when I do it to them.
I swear to God, I am far from my own gender. As I am, physically, far from guys. Insensitive, blunt, rude, sarcastic, cynical, jumpy, video-game playing, pixie stick in hair wearing, gun-shooting girl. Yep, guns as well. 375' sucker.
No, I'm not British but I frequently talk in a british accent. Happens all the time. They meet me, think its cool, once they know me, they laugh at the ones meeting me.
I've got a big thing on coffee. Its my life, my soul is basically constructed of 4 things. Video games, coffee, hats, and writing. At school, I have to stop a get a cup of coffee. At lunch, I have to go get a cup of coffee. There will always be a cup of coffee perfectly attached to my hand. All agree, I am the easiest person to gift at any present giving holiday. A bag of coffee is wicked amazing. I'll eat the coffee beans, straight up.
Sugar creamer in coffee, not legit. Its no longer coffee. Neither are those frou frou frap's and crap.
I love video games. Halo, (Majorly excited for Reach, so excited that when its months already out, I'm going to leave this saying that I'm excited for it) COD, Modern Warfare, Mafia 2, Just Cause, Mario, you name it. I probably like to play it. Computer games as well. Diablo, Age of Empires. I'm just now experiencing Star Craft.
Clothes shopping is boring.
I hate the color pink.
I hate it chick-motionals. Thats when a chick gets really emotional over nothing, it wouldn't bug me so much, if they didn't drag me to the side and whine to me about the nothing subject for hours on end.
I don't CARE.
I can't, and don't, get depressed. Its impossible for me, and I don't understand why people do. Especially when I've been through a lot...a lot.
Okay, I'm done. I want some coffee.
You're bored, and you want something to perk your interest for a least a second right?
I can assure you, you'll enjoy this little piece of amazing.