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Zane the Mystic Report | 06/03/2012 8:58 pm

okay smile

Zane the Mystic Report | 06/03/2012 8:34 pm

would you be interested?

Zane the Mystic Report | 06/03/2012 7:47 pm

more or less yes

Zane the Mystic Report | 06/03/2012 6:54 pm

Well It was going to be ashford acedemy kind of thing. Kind of like, how it would have been if lelouch never got his geass ect.

Zane the Mystic Report | 06/02/2012 11:44 pm

I'm interested in starting a code geass roleplay...

RayneJade Report | 04/02/2012 11:12 am

Oh wow, ty so much!! redface heart

Cunning Malevolence Report | 01/13/2012 10:49 am

Lol! what up kazza XD Wow did i do a serious block of ramble on new years! i can't re-read it either, im way to ******** lazy for that s**t. Though i remember i stated a few important things. Like my Revelation o.o Boy has my life sure changed i tell you! So many things i'm realizing...So many times daily is my mind boggled by an impossible new concept. The thing thats tantalizing me the most and keeps me so indulged in my studies is that i am able to place all of it into reality. In real time (Though i don't believe time exists in any way shape or form, ill still use that saying biggrin ) A very very very roundabout way of putting it i suppose, is, my revelation forced me to change my mind forever, and that change was pushed by me taking a strong dislike to the human world. Like for instance, its so hard to break free from the idea that everything has a meaning, or that everything can be explained. By who? by what? a Human? a human's computer? Something a human made? If i can't tolerate the slow rate at which this race is discovering its shackles yet doing nothing about them, then why don't i just break away and say ******** it. Language, Reality, Religion, Food, The laws of Physics, Science, Social structure, Technology, All of these things are things created by the flawed race that is Man, none of it can be perfect. Therefor none of it is True. Nothing is true, everything is permitted. There are no laws of science, we made em up. And the less you believe to be true, the less restrictions that exist for you, and the more that becomes possible. I want to be...What a Sasquatch would be if they still existed today. A co-symbiotic organismn that gives more to the healthy building blocks of nature then i take away, and do that by simply existing like a Wolf or a lion. I want to be a Real thing. I don't believe humans are real if everything about them, including how they present themselves, is fake. A twisted existence of liars! I wish to no longer be a part of this xP and so far everyone says to me "Well, you can't just like...do that." Wellllllllll friends... If i don't believe in the laws of man, i don't believe in good and evil forces, and i don't feel compelled to serve a corporation all my life, AND to top off the fruit cake nut basket, I don't fear death simply because i believe in everything being recycled. I don't believe i have a soul that will live on, yet i do not fear the abyss. This is because, i feel in life i AM the abyss, and i create it through my own delusional fears presented by my fellow man. Im not scared that what i am will cease to exist forever, A quote of man i do appreciate is "My story is but one of millions, and world will not suffer if it ends to soon." No matter how important my goals in life may be to me, And i will do my best to achieve them, If i fail, Destiny will still take its coarse, real or not everything is moving in a direction, so i have to call it something if times not real biggrin Im doing that ranting thing in one long sentence again aren't I -____-;;;
Well anyways, i guess all im saying is. Animals got their s**t ALL figured out whee And, Humans are ******** stupid.

Cunning Malevolence Report | 01/01/2012 2:42 am

I'll have you know the breaking of said promise did not go without reckoning... I thought about 30 - 40 times realistically over the course of however long the past eon of internet-less reckless life living has gone on for. Im not exactly sure how to apologize for this dickhead endeavor of promise breaking, But I am sorry, and it has plagued my mind ):


I've been living a life of extreme turmoils, even by my standards. >_> hah. How to explain? Well a knack i've picked up is to loose my language. Through this ive realized its much easier to string together a tangible and more understandable picture of a situation. For example, what comparable analogy could i make to convey all i've felt is; GAAAARWAAAAA! MMMMNNGGGGYYAAA!! RAAAAAA! UNNNNNNN GRRRRMMM! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY ******** WHY!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHH ahhh! ahh-eh-hnn eh hnnn (Hours of crying) ******** YOU UNIVERSE! MMMMMRWAAAAAAA! (more crying) What the ******** now? huh? huh b***h? You gonna saw my ******** balls off!? HUH GOD!? YOU WANT A TESTICLE TROPHY OF YOUR TORY CONQUEST!? HAVE IT! DONT WANT KIDS ANYMORE, ********! Logic? i can't make sense of you anymore my old friend. This world that i've opened my eyes to has shown me a truth i can't turn away from anymore. What i do now? now that i have begun to understand the awe that is this existence, its gears, its mechanismns, the fabric that holds it all together. This repetitive cycle of recycling, everything is everywhere at once, When i turn around is there anything there? Who the ******** knows? my worlds contested! Am i paranoid? not now, now im ******** curious, im not scared because as crazy as it is, it still makes some sort of sense. But logic, logic is non existence in this void of intelligence that is all intelligence ever. You know why? because stupid humans like us invented it. We invented everything. None of its ******** real! Everything thats ever been thought amongst everyone on earth in at least recorded history, have been perceiving a perception and bound by it. Minds left tied down by a continuous train of thoughts, never escaping from birth to death, so many never even know the chain exists, let alone ever manage to take a minute to even know what it means to simply be. That was me! for friggin ever! I was so tantalized by thinking. I thought constantly, until something happened. I had a genuine new thought. At least new from anything that exists in all the realities ive been exposed to and assimilated. A new thought does not have an explanation,  cuz one doesn't friggin exist >_> However. I know feel alien in speaking in my native language, english. I have realized that having to "know" the "meaning" to anything, what drives a mind in general, is quite possibly as much a self destructive system as a tool. Im not saying its bad, ******** i don't know if theres such a thing anymore. Good, Evil? what the ******** the difference. Its just a perception, most people around the world still believe free speech is evil, huh? the ******** with them right? I don't know! my answer to why? Im guessing its due to their enviorment, their social norm if you will. But what does that make us? if were so impressionable? bear with me on this old friend, see if this crazy man's ramble strikes a chord. If we are so friggin impressionable, from birth to death, that we make our actions based simply off of what we have seen, heard, smelt, experienced, recorded and processed etc etc, then what are we? what are you? what am i? You might look at your hand or some s**t or in the mirror when you wonder what you are. What manner of creature AM I? right? if not, pleeease continue trying to bear with me :3nod: You look in the mirror, and what is that staring back at you? this compilation of atoms and spinning energy balls. What is this mirrage thats looking back at you in the eyes, is that you? is this being of flesh YOU? Some would say yea, what the ******** u dumb s**t o.o; Are you on acid? Some would say Uhm no not really, 

Ridian813 Report | 11/08/2011 11:36 pm

I'mma creepin on your Gaia profile~!

Cunning Malevolence Report | 10/19/2011 10:52 am

Lol hey kaz :3 I spent all day down in mass xD I did some work for Deputy Delivery Service for Logan airport delivering lost luggage. Took me from Boston to Beverly, then to 4 other towns im having trouble remembering because i was rockin' teh nebula the whole way xD But i spent 10 hours driving through mass traffic to deliver s**t All over state. Im wondering what was the closest i got to somewhere you would know xD
Oh~! and when you get back say hai, cuz i want to bounce some of these mind blowing ides off you and see what you think. Im coming along quite nicely in finishing the tweaks to my plot. I've been diving into particle physics and quantum physics Time/space So i would be able to make a better explanation in my story then modern science, you know, to REALLY get people's creative juices flowing. And i must say so far it is all heavily believably sci-fi awesome to me!!! biggrin But im the author so my opinions are biased! need ur help!