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I'm not quite sure if I still belong on Gaia. I don't know what I want here anymore. I'm mostly here because I guess people would miss me if I were gone. And like many people here, I'm hiding away from real life. This little thing is going to be more about my friends than about myself. If you want to know about me, too bad. Talk to me long enough and you'll figure stuff out. My friends mean a lot to me. I don't know where I would be without them. All I want is their happiness regardless of whether or not it includes me. I'm here for you for as long as you need me to be. I won't force you to keep talking to me, but I'll be here if you need me again. c: My friends are my world and I'll quickly defend them if I hear you talking s**t about them.

I used to keep a list on here of who my closest friends were. I don't feel as though it's necessary anymore. Those special people know who they are. There isn't enough space to put up everyone I would like to mention anyway. Some people who have touched my life in a significant way are no longer in my life and it would feel wrong to exclude them yet it wouldn't feel quite right to include them.

I have the Big Dipper in my profile image up there. It's had a special meaning to me for a long time. For a few years, I went to horse camp during the summer at Circle R Ranch. It felt so much more like home than home ever has. Every summer on dance night I'd stand on the barn deck and if I looked straight up, I could see the Big Dipper perfectly. I can see it from home too, but it's to the northwest. If I'm stressed out or upset, I like to go outside and look for the Big Dipper. If I can see it, it means everything's going to be okay.

It hasn't failed me yet.


My creepers down there.