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Name: Kamala Hinote
Height: 6'0 ( 182.88 cm )
Weight: 187 lbs ( 84 kg )
Sexual Orientation: Total Lesbian
Love interest: No one
Personality: A girl with an attitude problem, dangerous and violent she is a deadly force to be reckon with if people get on her bad side. However she has a soft spot for cute things, she enjoys the occasional girly personalities, she secretly enjoys wearing cute pretty things and loves small things however she hides that fact deep down inside.
Memories of Mother
I remember the days we spent happily in our little house, days of joy and laughter all but a memory to reminisce. Memories we will never forget and never enjoy again, I remember that very smile mother gave us as she left us on the driveway of our grandparent's house. It was a smile that sink deep into my heart a smile that I never want to see again, because it brought too much pain in my heart the pain of being abandoned by the very person you loved so much...
Me and Kamiko my sister grew apart as we grew in this giant mansion we now have to call 'home'. When our house grew twice the size our relationship grew apart along with it, we would always just smile at each other and wave goodbye to go back in our room. Feeling sadden by our distance, feeling sadden by mother's disappearance I couldn't help myself to become more anti-social... and that, that lead to more problems to remember...
Memories of Highschool
The memories of highschool was the worst in my life I was seventeen at the time, I would sit there quietly and do my work. Girls would walk up to me and try to talk to me, but I didn't bother talking to them I knew these girls would just be all cutesy and compliment you but in reality they would just talk behind your back or use you for your money. So I ignored them and eventually they got the hint, I would look out the window and day dream all day, then a transfer student came in, I remember him clearly tall and quite handsome. He introduced himself to our class I had no interests in his jokes, I would rest my chin on my palm and look out the window until he came by and sat next to me. I turned to give a glance, he was sitting there smiling at me and offering a handshake I turned and looked out of the window again not caring, but the days went by of him trying to talk to me and making jokes and finally a month I felt a little happiness in my heart going to school just to see him again.
He would smile as I walk by and already he became quite popular, I gave him a small smile every day. One day.. that one day when we became friends was one of the happiest days of my life, I was sitting on the rooftop of our school building feeling the breeze go through my hair and there he was looming over me with a smile. We ate together and laughed together everyday and eventually I forgot about Mother abandoning us... and that I think I fell in love with him.
Memories of Love.
The memories of love, the love I felt for him grew stronger as I sat next to him everyday. So at home I was happily cooking him lunch for school, the heavy feeling in my heart, the feeling of loneliness was gone and replaced by the funny joke and corny jokes he would've made. I actually went out of school early to meet him today, with a little smile on my face and my face felt a little hot, maybe I was blushing. I guess I was because I knew it, I knew I loved him.
I fiddled with my hands blushing a bit when lunch started, I looked at him and he looked at me smiling again I pulled out the small lunch box I made for him and his eyes sparkled with such joy that he took the box and held it up like a holy grail. I couldn't help but to giggle at his silliness and I couldn't help but to feel such uplifting joy in my heart when he was enjoying the food I made for him, when he completely stuffed his face and looked like a hamster he grabbed my hand and dragged me to the rooftop, I blushed a little feeling his soft warm fingers holding onto mine. It was a warm and nice feeling, I smiled a little as I was running with him and we made our way to the rooftop. "Thank you." he whispered into my ears, the soft warmth from his breathe brushed against my ears made me blush a little. I look down from embarrassment, I felt like something was going on, until he grabbed both my hands and told me very gently "I love you..." my eyes widen and I couldn't help but to tear up, my heart grew heavy and I quickly covered my eyes and crouching down. I didn't know why I was crying but I just felt.. so happy.
Memories of Sadness.
We've been together for a few weeks now, I was happy with him, I have forgotten my past and cheered up more. We would walk down the park in the afternoon, the sunset gave us a glow of orange, it was a beautiful sight I would hug his arms and walk with him. He gave me a smile once more and took me along to something different, a different path. I looked at him and asked him "Where are we going?" and he smiled responding "Don't worry Kamala, I want to show you something before we go home." I didn't think of it and walked with him happily. A darkness masqueraded with happiness, it was then my eyes opened to the dark truth. I was in a alley way hugging his arms, I looked to the side a bit confused seeing the dead end of the alleyway. Big men covered the exit smiling, I completely knew they had bad intentions so I hugged my lover tighter, but he pulled his arm away from me and pushed me against the wall, my heart jumped from the surprise. "W-What are you doing..?" I looked up to him confused, he gave me a smile like he always did and said "Tell anyone and we'll make sure that tongue of yours is gone.." then my eyes widens as the men surrounded me and my lover.. the one I trusted the one I thought erased my pain started ripping off my shirt, I tried to cover myself but the other guys grinned and held me down. Then my own lover pulled my bottoms off and I knew what was going to happen, I felt the tears roll down my cheeks as I knew, at that very moment, that very second.. I was betrayed. Hours went by in that alleyway and sickening things done to me by my own lover and his friends. They left me as I stumble my way back to my house... I gripped onto the torn clothing trying to cover myself. The pain of my first was taken by those monsters, by one I called my lover... and as it rained I fell onto my knees and burst out crying, I cried and couldn't stop crying alone in the dark park not only the pain of being abandoned, being alone returned but a new pain of betrayal was added onto my heart. A heavier weight... a darker weight... a darker memory.
Memories of Abyss
Days went by as the images of those disgusting men had their ways with me, I continued to cut my wrist just to forget the pain that I felt in that alleyway, although the images just kept flashes through my closed eyes and their voices and disgusting moans kept ringing through my head. I grit my teeth and couldn't help but to cry every night unable to sleep. I made it home without anyone seeing me on that day, but now these new scars brought me into an abyss of depression... one night a vivid nightmare of those men on me kept of getting worst and worst reliving what happened just kept on stressing me out. I tossed and turn in my bed but every time I close my eyes I still see them... one particular night I just couldn't handle it.. I couldn't, I walked out into the balcony of my room tears streaming down my face as I just wanted to end it all, to end this torment, to end this loneliness, to end everything... I thought to myself if I could just fall into death everything will be left behind including my past, so I climbed onto the fence of the balcony and then I saw Kamiko, Kamiko my younger sister who stood behind me. I turned and looked at her as she stood there in fear, I gave her a smile. A smile like mother gave us and thought to myself "Goodbye..." and let the air carry my weight falling back, closing my eyes and letting death embrace me and then at that moment it went black..